Who Are You?

Relaxing

Hope you guys enjoy this one.

I do not own the Teen Titans or any other characters that are mentioned in this story.

..........................................

Raven's POV

It's been four days since I returned to the Tower. Four days since the incident happened with Beast Boy and I. Four days I haven't left my room. The others are worried.

Cyborg passes by my door with food. I'd sometimes take it, sometimes don't.

Starfire passes by my door to see if I want to hang out with her. I don't go.

Robin passes by my door to see if I'm alright. I tell him yes, I am. Even though I am lying to him.

Even if I am lying, it doesn't matter how I feel. I don't care what happened four days ago. I don't feel guilty of what I said. Beast Boy had to know how he was behaving around here. Someone had to tell him sooner or later. I shouldn't be the one to apologize. He hit me one time AND tried to hit me again. That is showing disrespect because a guy should not hit a girl. I was yelling and he was too.

Sometimes I wish to get away. From all my problems and the bull shit that's happened to me. But, my friends won't let me go because they don't want me to be taken again.

I know Slade is still out there. I know he didn't die from that building. I sensed his anger before I left. I know he's mad now that I got away. I just don't like being held captive. It makes me look weak. I am not weak.

I am stressing too much. I need tea.

I step out of my room. I haven't been out here for four days. And if you're wondering, yes I do go out for the bathroom to shower and use the bathroom because it is right across my room.

I enter the Common Room and no one was there. Guess they went out or something. Perfect.

I went to the stove and began to turn it on. I went to get the kettle and put water in it. Then, I set the kettle on the fire and let it begin to boil.

Mean while, I took out my cup and my bags of tea and set it down on the counter. I wait until the kettle scream.

I turn off the stove and pour the hot water into my cup. I put the tea bag in and began to mix the tea. After that, I left the bag inside the cup, blow onto my cup and began to drink my tea. How relaxing.

I began to walk out of the Common Room, into my own room and just sat on my bed. I keep on drinking my tea very peacefully.

All of a sudden, I remembered that I still haven't, kind of, sort of finished my explanation of what was happening to me. May be I'll tell them today. May be.

I keep on drinking my tea until it was all gone. I put the cup on my night stand. I look up at the clock and it says 3:15. I decide to meditate for a while. So, I cross my legs, close my eyes, take deep breaths and begin to say my mantra.

"Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos... Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos... Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos..." I said, whispering.

I was staring into nothing but darkness. No interruptions what so ever. Concentration, not broken.

*** Time Jump ***

I open my eyes and let them focus. I turn towards the clock and it says 5:30. I've been meditating for 2 hours and 15 minutes? Wow.

I try to sense if my friends return to the Tower. Nothing.

They must be out there doing their own thing. I don't mind anyways.

I grab a book off my shelf and began to read.

*** Time Jump Again ***

I finish the book I was reading. It was a very good mystery book. I look up at the clock and it says 9:48. Then, I began to hear multiple footsteps. Sounds like they're back.

Since it was kind of late, I decide to tell them the rest of the story tomorrow since they must have had a long day. So, I decide to get some rest.

Today was a good day for me. It has been very relaxing.

That, was exactly what I needed.

......................................................................

Sorry this was a short and very boring chapter. I have been very busy with these finals. Sophomore in Highschool rocks. Also, very busy playing and practicing as well. But, just two and a half days and I will be free for two weeks. I have a half day on Friday.

I am also having Writers Block. I don't know what to do. But, may be after I am done stressing, I'll figure something out. May be.

I really do hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and I am very sorry to update late. Have a great day guys.

Bye.