Always Being Alone

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August 15, 2011 (12:00 am)

I haven't put one up in a while and I just finished this one... so here it is.

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It just starts with another painful cough.
In addition to that is one more sin.
They remind me of how much I’m closed off.
How I keep it all my feelings bottled in…
Each day I know I’ll always be alone.
It seems I only push people away,
Leaving me a destiny of my own.
And that can never make me be okay.
I want to be independent and brave.
Because, I can’t, I want someone to blame.
Yet, still it is your comfort that I crave,
But you only let me dwell in my shame.
Always being alone is what makes me scared.
Day and day, I still wish that you cared.

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