stalker - l.h

❊ fourteen ❊

i decided that she needed to have a better place to live, a place where i didn't fuck it up for her.

i decided to let her have happiness with ashton.

she needed to smile for once and maybe this was a definite way for her to be happy.

i didn't mean to hurt her feelings but i just felt like it was a nice gesture.

i hated to see her cry, i hated to see her upset.

i started to think about everything that she's said and done to me, my brain feeling fried.

she hated the fact that i failed my grades.

she hated the fact that i knew what size she was in everything.

she hated that i knew how to get into her room.

she hated the fact that i could see her through everything.

she hated me, everything about me. everything that i did.

and all that caused me to start to hate her.

it was thursday and i hated her.