Getting out the shower I grabbed a towel I wrap the towel around me
I stood in the mirror looking at my self I look in my eyes seeing how lost I am. how much pain I'm in. how strong I'm really not. I felt tears starting falling in before I knew it I was on the bathroom floor crying my heart out
"Kay are you ok" Jay asked on the other side of the door but I didn't say nothing
"Just please answer me" he said while kicking at the bathroom door
When he kicked it down he dropped to his knees be side me
"I'm broken Jay I'm so fucking broken in there's no way I can fix it Jay" I said looking at him he looked at me like he understood my pain
He didn't speak he picked me up again in sat me on his bed he pulled one of his shirts over my head in he put a pair of his boxers on me he looked me in the eyes in wipe my tears
"You lay here I'm sleep in the living room" he said walking out the room
I lay in his bed but it didn't feel any different from my own his felt empty and cold
Getting up I went to the living he had it dark with no lights on and with the blinds open looking at the rain
"Jay" I said in a soft voice
"Yes Kay" he said sitting up looking at me
"Can you please come lay with me" I asked him he got up in walked to me
His chest was right in my face so I had to look up at him
"Come on Kay" he said grabbing my hand leading to the bedroom
Getting to the room he got in the bed and I got in on the other side
He layed on his back with his hands behind his head
I rolled over in put my head on his chest with my arm around his neck and my leg over his leg
"I see u getting comfortable" he said smirking in the street light from outside shine on his face made me smile
"It's just you are so warm" I told him
He laugh "if you say so Kay" he said
"Thank you Jay" I said looking up to his face
"You welcome that's what friends are for" he said and I felt my heart sink a little when he said friend
"Yea......... Friend" I said turning my back to him
"Really Kay don't be like that" he said pulling my back side to his front
"What ever" I said rolling my eyes
"You like me" he asked
"Maybe....... I mean I don't know for sure" I told him turning around to look at him
"Mhm that's interesting" he said smiling
I smiled "I wish I would have met you before him" I said rubbing my hand down the side of his face
"No you don't" he said with his face becoming serious
"Why you say that" I asked confused
"Long story Kay....... For now let's sleep" he said and I turned around
"Night Jay" I said
"Night Kay" he says kissing the back of my head
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