esoteric | Tradley AU

Chapter 6

James saw me crying.

I told him I've been talking to a girl.

That we argued.

He believed me.

Why wouldn't he?

I told him she was called Rachel.

Rachel's my friend I'd never date her.

I messaged her and told her everything.

She said its ok because she likes girls.

She knows how I feel.

We made a deal we would pretend we are together.

We're not.

I love him.

Everyone went out tonight.

I said I felt ill.

I do.

Not physically.

Mentally.

He came back later on.

He said he was angry.

Angry at me.

He shouted at me.

Said I'm stupid.

He asked me why I betrayed him.

I screamed back.

I told him I'm sick of everyone.

Sick of everything.

He told me he loves me.

I said I loved him too.

Because it's true.

I do.

And I will forever.