Why can't I be smart like other people? Why do I have to suffer and struggle. You know it hurts when people call me dumb or stupid and tell me that I'm an idiot. It's not my fault that I'm slow to get something or it takes awhile for me to understand something. People should choose their words more carefully because words do hurt. Even when you are joking, choose your words carefully. I hate it when people get mad,frustrated, or yell at me when I'm confused. I have CRIED so much because of getting bullied, and being confused at school. I hate it when people see my math test results or my homework. I bet they think I'm dumb.
" I rather be lame than fake" I usually say but people laugh at it like its a joke. WHY? Do people do that. I really wish people weren't so mean. But you know even some of my friends make fun of me sometimes in a joking manner sometimes not in a joking manner.
Well I guess that's life...... So I guess I have to deal with it.......
