Don't leave me - Josh Washington X Reader

Sleepover

Nobody was against sleepover so we started preparing blankets, pillows, groundsheets and everything else. ,,If you guys want to go to the shower I will give you a towel.'' I proffered. ,,I think it's fine. It can wait until tomorrow.'' Chris smiled. ,,Ok.'' I smiled back. We prepared our sleeping place in the midle of the living room.My room was already furnished so there wasn't enough space for eleven people. When everyone was at his groundsheet I turned the light off. We were laying in one big circle with heads in the middle. At my left side was Beth and at my right side was Sam. We were all to tired for long chatting so we successively fell asleep.

I heard whispering ,,Y/N. Hey. Wake up junior.'' I thought it was just some mumbling from someones dream but something grabbed my leg. I quickly balked. ,,Wake up junior.'' I heard a boys voice so I sat and tried to look around but it was too dark. I saw weak light in front of me so I stood up and walked there. ,,C'mon.'' ,,C'mon.'' I heard voices. I noticed that I stand in front of door but I wasn't sure where this way leads so I grabbed a a handle and and someone draged me inside. ,,Wat the hell?? Sam is that you?? It's not funny.'' I said kinda crossly. I wanted to go back but someone pushed me and I fell on a bed. I wanted to stand but someone pinned me to the bed and put his hand over my mouth so I couldn't scream. ,,Shshsh...calm down, junior.'' I recognized Joshs voice so I stopped wiggle. He was right above my face and took his hand from my mouth. What the fuck is happening?? He was looking on my lips when I felt his hand under my shirt. He sat on my so he abstringed me by his legs. He quickly grabbed my hands and tied them up to a forehead of the bed. ,,Joshua what are doing?? Stop!! Let me go sooner than I start scream!!" ,,Nahah...you're not gonna scream. Trust me.'' he said with a confident tone. He quickly put gag into my mouth ,,I told ya. Didn't I??" I was wiggling so hard that he did must stand up. It was the biggest fault he could make. I kicked him right between his legs. Nice one. ,,U little bitch. You're gonna pay for this.'' he said and pulled a knife from his pocket. What the fuuuck??!! Are you fucking kidding me??!! He sat again on me and put the knife on my chest. Then he strarted making paths with the knifes blade around my neck. I was crying and trying to scream but it was useless. I felt that the blade is cutting me and I felt a blood pour down from my neck. So this is my end?? I am going to die in our house, right in this fucking bed?? Killed by a handsome guy. By the guy who is a brother of my new friend. Cool. I just hope it's gonna be fast. I probably don't deserve to live when I almost commited suicide. Ok. I'm cool with this. I looked into his beautiful green eyes and then the blade went through my neck.

Why is it so light?? I can't see anything. Oh... so this is it?? This is the end??