Don't leave me - Josh Washington X Reader

We are all sick

,,Y/N." I thought I heard Josh's voice. That's not possible. I wiped my tears away so I could see a thing or two. I was standing there and still holding his chin. ,,Y/N." I heard again. I looked up and saw Josh's eyes open. I jumped back in shock. I was disbelievingly looking at him. ,,Wh...wh...what??" was all I could say. ,,Look. I will explain everything to you." he said and his head disappeared behing the column or wall or whatever it is that he was likely hanging on. It turned out that the saw blade only cut in half a dummy body and Josh was hiding behing so only his head was in this hole and it looked like his entire body. He explained me every single detail of how the saw blade, maniac voice and all the stuff work with such an excitement in his voice. ,,It's genious. It really is. Everything you've done here. But. Why?? Why would you do that Josh?? Chris and Ashley are frightened to death and now they think there's a maniac after all of them. And why didn't you even tell me you're going here with everyone-" ,,Why would I DO THAT?? Haven't you just seen what Chris decided to do. Who he decided to save over...OVER ME?? Or should I ask you where have you been when they killed my poor sisters-" ,,They didn't ki-" ,,They did. And you know that." ,,What are you trying to say?? How do you mean:Where have you been?? I was the only one going after them and you know it." I was kinda angry for that. ,,I know. I know. I didn't mean it like that. I'm sorry Y/N." he apologized. ,,But still. Why didn't you tell me you're going here with everyone??" I asked. ,,Wouldn't you try to stop me?? I knew you would. So I couldn't tell you." ,,Josh. Why are you doing this??" ,,Because they deserve it. Because they are the reason my sisters are gone. They deserve it all!!" he shouted. I made a step back. I was getting really worried. ,,Josh did you...did you take your medicine??" I carefully asked because I didn't want to make him any more angry than he already was. ,,I may forgot...a few doses." he said silently. ,,How...How many of them?? For how long are you not taking them??" ,,They weren't helping anyway so-" ,,For how long?!" I raised my voice. ,,I DON'T know!!" he did too. ,,I don't know alright??" he calmed a bit. ,,Alright. We'll figure this out together. Don't worry. Don't worry. Let's just find everyone and tell them it was just a joke and then we can go back home." I said and turned the way to the lodge. ,,No." he just said. ,,How do you mean no??" ,,I'm not going home and you're not either. In fact no one is. Not now. I have so much more prepared for them." he said with this passion again. ,,Josh...it's not a good idea, trust me. This is not going to end up well." ,,It is not. I know. It is going to end up briliant." he said with a huge creepy smile on his face. I was kinda scared. ,,Josh please." ,,No Y/N. You just need to understand and then you'll support me." I didn't know what to say so I just stayed quiet. ,,Y/N!! It's your fault!! Is it not enough what you've done to me?? At least help Josh!!" I heard familiar voice. I knew whose voice it was but I didn't want to hear it again. It was Abby. ,,Not again please..." I whispered to myself. ,,Look at me!!" she yelled. ,,No!! Go away!!" I yelled at her. I could even feel her breath on my neck but I was too scared to turn my head. ,,Y/N??" Josh brought me back. ,,I need my pills Josh." ,,No Y/N you don't need them. Trust me. It's better without them. Please just give it a chance. You'll like it." he said but I wasn't that sure about that. Maybe...maybe it's good idea. No. It's not. I really don't think it's good id-IT IS!! I think I should give it a chance. Yeah. I should. Alright. ,,Alright. I think I can give it a chance. Maybe it'll be fun." What have I just said?? This is not going to end up well. We'll have so much fun tonight. No. No!! ,,Y/N." he brought me back again. ,,We have something to do now." he just said, turned and walked away. I followed him.