One Direction Imagines

Lusting Larry (part one)

I can't stand to see the tears stream down his face. It's all my fault every single tear has its own reason and every reason is because of me. He knows and so don't I that it won't ever work. We would never be excepted into this merciless society.

We've talked about it more than we have talked about our plans for the band.

My head tells me every time i see him that I can have him. My head has come to terms that I won't ever be able to have his heart and hold it proudly for the rest of the world to see.

My heart says otherwise, my heart wants me to hold him in my arms forever never letting his heart split in two again. We've contemplated on leaving... For nobody to find us, but that wouldn't be fair to our best friends. They would worry themselves to death and our fans...

Our damn fans. They are the only ones who support me and him to no end. Even through management telling us to stay away from each other and to deny anything our fans throw at us for it. They will never be able to see me and him happy together.

Louis had been going through a rough depression lately. He's turned to drinking and I've even thought maybe some drugs. We are supposed to be on break, away from each other but I begged Louis to let me stay at his flat, see I didn't really have to beg just ask.

He quickly agreed but we have to stay on the low for a little while. It was going wonderfully until management contacted me. I picked up my phone hoping it was just a check up, I should have known when it wasn't Simons voice that ran through the line.

"Hello"
"Hello Harry how has your break been going"

I sighed and rolled my eyes

"Good"
"That's good but we have some...issues to discuss"

God damn it, this woman's voice is already giving me a headache.

"Well what are those..."

I say in the most dramatic voice I can
find in myself.

"Issues"

The lady sighs, obviously annoyed

"We have heard from a few people that you have been... Staying at Louis' flat?"

Fuck me, who the hell found out we have been so careful, neither of us barely leaving the flat. The only time we do it when it is pitch black outside.

"...yes I have"
"Well for this little stunt you have pulled you will surely have to balance out these rumors that are spreading."

Fuck, shit. I pull my hair in frustration my fave already heating up.

"What the hell do I have to do now?!"

I growl into the phone.
She barely even gasps at my tone, I guess I've used it too many times with her.

"Well Kendall Jenner has had barely any publicity lately..."
"Oh hell no! I am not going on a date with her! "
I scream into the phone

"Harry you don't have much of a choice. You will go out on her father's yacht and have a good time, throw in a few make out sessions while your at it"

Ever sense that day Louis has been acting terribly. He will disappear all night and show up at odd hours of the night. It infuriatingly sad. I miss my boy, I miss his smile, I miss his hugs.

Sitting here on this couch is one of the most heartbreaking things I have ever felt. This couch is full of happy memories before he started disappearing, now it's full of guilt and terror.

Every night I sit here and wait for his return. I stare into the fireplace watching the flames flicker.

My eyes dart to the window as soon as I see the headlights coming into the driveway. Heart pounding in my chest I force myself to sit on the couch and now run to the door.

It takes a few moments but I soon hear his keys jingle and unlock the door. I watch him as he stumbles into the house.

I can already smell the liquor clear on his breath. The smell disgusts me but ignites a fire in the pit of my stomach.

I'm about to stand up and help him to the bed when he drunkenly makes his way to the couch.

His hand comes to my cheek and his fingers find there way to my hair. He pulls my head up to finally make eye contact.

My heart is racing, an almost good race until I notice the difference. His normally sea foam green eyes are now almost black. I try to shrink back but his hand pulls my face up. Cause our lips to crash together...

Kayla~ all the love x