One Direction Preferences

He Hurts You/ He Hits You

 

Niall: Since that night, you stayed at your sister’s house not daring to go out. You didn’t even want to get out of bed, unless it was to go to the bathroom or have a snack. It was like your mind still haven’t processed what happened. You were laying on your bed, trying to forget about your phone that kept buzzing every five seconds signaling a new text, and no doubt that it’s niall. It’s been like this since you left, he would call endlessly during the day and leave who knows how much voice mails, but you didn’t dare to listen to any of them, knowing very well that it would only make you break. You heard the door open, and reveal your sister coming towards you and sitting next to you in bed. “sweetie, he’s.. here”she whispered. “make him go! I don’t want to talk or see him” you instantly shot back. She wrapped a hand around you, pulling your closer and playing with your hair to calm you. “honey, you have to talk to him at some point, and you know that” “but I don’t want to!” “why?” she simply asked. She knew why, but she was trying to push you into saying it, because she knew that you had to confront the situation and that was the only way to let it go. “b-because!..  if I do, I know I won’t be able to say no, and I will go back to him, but if I do that he might do it again. And I am scared! Ok! I am scared that he will hurt me again, I don’t want to feel pain again..” like you expected, you ended up in tears. You sister was holding you close caressing your back, whispering soothing words. “but you can never know (y/n) unless you give it a try. I know niall, he’s a good guy, maybe you should just hear him out, for your own good. If you never try you’ll always wonder why dear” you knew she was right, he deserved a chance after all. “why are you always right and wise? Fine, let him in” she nodded and got out, and a little later niall came in. he looked terrible to be honest, his eyes were red and he had dark circles under them showing his lack of sleep, his hair was messy and his whole face was drained out of color. He carefully moved towards you, not daring to sit on the bed. He stood there playing with his fingers looking down ashamed, until you broke the silence. “what is it niall?” you asked keeping your voice calm“you weren’t answering my calls or texts.. I got worried, I wanted to make sure you were alright..” he answered you still not lifting his gaze from the ground. “do I look ok?! I am a mess!”  you almost yelled. He finally looked at you with his red sorry eyes making your heart hurt. You absolutely hated seeing niall sad. “I know it’s my fault” he mumbled “and it kills me every single day to even think about it! I know I am the one to blame, I crossed the line. I ruined the best thing that ever happened to me, over a drink! Trust me I feel stupid now that I think about it that way. Because I am stupid and you put up with me. I guess every beautiful thing comes to an end..” he said taking a few steps back. “niall it didn’t have to end, not like that.. but you hit me! He didn’t care that you were hurting me. but I know you were too drunk to know, you wouldn’t have done it if you were sober, at all. But what really matters to me, is that you promised you would never allow yourself to do it, nor be in a state that would make you do anything like it, yet you did!” you yelled getting out of bed, walking a bit closer. “I know ok!! I know I screwed up when I let you down, I never wanted to! But.. but when  you left that night, and I woke up without you, I was hurt that you left, but I only blamed myself. And then when you didn’t answer any of my calls and ignored them, I was so scared that something might have happened to you, and I thought to myself ‘ if only I could go back in time, I would’ve done it differently’. If I can go back, I would change it all. I would treat you like the princess you are. (y/n) I-I know that I have no right to ask this, but I really really  hope you could give me a second chance, just to show you how much I love you. You are the one, I can feel it. I screwed up, but I still hope I can be the one for you. I love you! Please give me one more chance.. please” he pleaded you tears brimming in his eyes, threatening to fall. He leaned in taking your hand in his, looking into your eyes. You knew it would be impossible to say no, but right now you also knew he wouldn’t do it again, the sincerity and regret were showing in his voice. You knew he wouldn’t allow himself to get that drunk after this. you put your hand on his cheek, and niall closed his eyes enjoying your touch -that he missed so much- “I love you niall, therefore I’ll be giving you another chance” you told him, leaning in and softly kissing his cheek. “I love you (y/n) so so much, you won’t regret it at all”  niall replied happy, taking you in his strong embrace.