For Sandra xoandraa
I hate myself I hate everything about my life I'm useless and no one cares about me or so I thought
"Hey Sandra what's up baby girl" Sebastian said
He's my best friend so that's why he calls me baby girl
"Oh nothing just want to go home I'm tired of school" I tell him looking down
"No Sandra you're not tired there's something wrong please don't tell me you want to cut yourself again I thought you stopped" Sebastian says making me look him in the eye
"No seba I'm serious I'm tired and yeah I stopped cutting for two months " I tell him with a fake smile
After school I walk home as fast as I could making sure Sebastian couldn't see me and he didn't
I went into my bathroom grabbed a razor blade and pulled up my sleeve
"No Sandra you promised Sebas you can't do this " I tell myself
But then I had then it was like a different person picked up that blade and cut my wrist
"Sandra you promised me why would you do this" Sebastian says as he snatches the razor out of my hands and throws it in the toilet and flushes it
"I'm sorry I'm a fuck up I'm horrible I need to die I need too I can't be in this world no more" I say as I'm practically being held up by Sebastian
He puts me on the counter and grabs my face
"Sandra you're beautiful and you deserve every minute on this earth and don't you ever think that you're not worth a damn thing in this worth cause you are and I wanna do something right now and I hope you don't get mad" Sebas said
"Okay" I say unsure of
Then boom Sebastian's lips crash on to mine and I instantly kiss back and I wrap my legs around his waist and he walks out the bathroom into my bedroom and he drops me on the bed
"Sandra I love you and I wanna be with you please let me show you how much I love you" Sebastian says as he's hovering over me
"Go ahead" i say out of breath and smiling
And with that he undresses me and kisses my lips then my jawline then he starts sucking my neck instantly finding my sweet spot
"Mm Sebas" I moan as I pull on to his hair
Then he kiss my chest and then my stomach and then he goes down to my area looking at me for permission and I just nod
With that he takes my underwear off and starts to kiss my inner thighs making me moan
"Stop teasing Sebastian" I say moaning and moving around
Then he starts to lick my area roughly and then he starts fingering me as I'm pulling on to his hair and moaning
"Seba I'm gonna ...."
"Not yet" he replies
And with he gets up takes off his underwear
"My turn "
"No Sandra today is about you and only you" he says positioning himself at my entrance
"Ready"
"Yeah"
Sebas it hurts
Don't worry it's gonna turn to pleasure and in fact it did
"Omg seba faster" I say scratching his back
"Mmm Sandra" he loans and throws his head back in pleasure and goes faster
"Ohh seba keep going I'm gonna..."
"Me too hold on on the count of 3" he says going really fast
"1...2...3.."
And with that we both release and ride out our highs
"That was so good Sebastian" is say laying on top of him
"It was wasn't it " he says kissing me
"I'm in love with my best friend " is at as I smile
"I am too Sandra will you be my girlfriend" he asks
"Of course my little punk rock boy " I say as we kiss before drifting into a deep sleep
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Wow This made me feel some type of way but hope you liked it Sandra and yeah like I always say keep requesting if you want imagines for the boys this is for xoandraa
~Jazmin🇵🇷❤️💖😍😏
