whats love? (thug story)

chapter 5

Lauren pov

I'm still thinking about yesterday but I think it's best that me and Chris stay friends until I get my life together I just can't find the right person to treat me right I fall in love get hurt and then repeat I don't know who or what to believe I have questions in my head that I need answers to like does Chris love me the way he says??? or did my father mean everything he said?? does my mother even care or love me?? I don't know my life is all fvcked up I just can't take it no more so here I am standing in my bathroom with a bottle of pills in my hand I don't know what they are but oh well

I'm debating on taking them or not snapping me out of my thoughts Savannah calls me I looked at the phone which was ringing to u.o.e.n.o by rock ft rick Ross and future should I answer???

I decided to answer

"hello"

I said

"hey babes what you doing"

she asked

I looked at the pills then at the phone

"umm nothing why"

I said quickly

"ohh I was gonna see if you wanted to go to the mall with me and Adrienne Issac told me about the break between you and Chris so me and drienne wanted to take you out tonight so we need outfits"

she said

"girl you can't go out you pregnant "

I said

"girl yes I can you can't even tell I'm pregnant I can still drop that as and I'm not gone drink"

she said ghettoly

"what ever but what time you coming"

I said laughing

"in 2 hours so BE READY LIKE GIRL OR IMA BEAT YOUUUUUU "

she said

I laughed

"okay dangg"

I said.

"love yaaaa"

she said

"love you to trick"

I said before hanging up

I looked at the pills in my hand and put them back in the cabinet

"I will save you for later"

I said outloud but to myself

I got in the tub for about an hour

then I lotion up before putting on my clothes nothing to much just some shorts a shirt and gone Jordan's I put my hair in a bun then brushed my teeth after all that it was 4:15 Savannah should be here in a few minutes

I grabbed my purse and my phone and waited until I heard a loud horn meaning Savannah and Adrienne are here I walked outside and locked the door

"what's up bitches"

I said getting in the backseat noticing a little girl around the age of 5

"hey"

Savannah said

Adrienne was to busy texting and smiling on her phone

"who is this cutie"

I asked referring to the little girl

"oh thats Lila Isaac's sister or so he says but she's staying with us now"

she said

"hi sweety"