whats love? (thug story)

chapter 21

savannah pov

its been 3 days since I've seen issac I called his phone about a hundres times each day I even called his mama house she said he hasn't been there or she haven't talked to him its driving me nuts Isaiah is driving me crazy he crys its like he knows his dad is gone I called august

"what's up black girl" August said being funny

"hey august you seen issac" I asked

"you been crying?? and yeah I just talked to that niggah a couple hours ago that's my niggah duhh we keep in touch" he said

"do you know where he at" I asked

"nah ma what's going on" he asked

"I don't know we got into an argument and he left and I don't know where he went he been gone for 3 days" I said

"ohh well lemme call that niggah and then I'll call you back aight" he asked

"okay"

I said hanging up

10minutes later issac walks in the door

I jumped up kind of happy he was alright

"issac..... where have you been I've been calling you and calling you worried sick Isaiah has been crying I called your mother I called august why did you leave me like that issac do you know how scared I was" I asked him crying

he sighed

"savannah I told you I had to clear my mind"he said

"for 3 fvcking days issac?? you can't answer the phone not even for your son" I asked

"man here we go Savannah I'm not arguing with you today you lucky I came home cause I was thinking bout leaving for real" he said

tears rolled down my cheek did he really say that ....his eyes were blood shot red like he was high

"Isaac..." I said

"Savannah" he mocked me

"are you serious right now" I asked

"dead azz serious" he said

"so you want us to leave" I asked

he ignored me

"issac"I asked

"helllloooo" I added

"man can you please leave me alone right now I'm tryin to watch tv damn like shut the fvck up and did you cook cause a niggah starving" he asked

"nope ima shut the fvck up cause you tryna watch tv" I said running to my room where Isaiah laid there asleep I looked at him he looked soooo much like issac I hope he doesn't act like him if he has a kid issac used to be so sweet and caring I love him too much I don't know what's gotten into him I packed me and Isaiah an over night bag put him on some clothes put him in his carseat then I got drrssed

I walked in the living room with everything and Isaiah I made him some bottles and packed his diaper bag

"where the fvck yall going" issac asked

I ignored him

"Savannah..... don't fvcking play with me man" he said

"issac like you said lets not argue my baby is in the room"I said softly still tears falling

"YOUR BABY?? it's my baby to Savannah and you just cant up and leave like that" he said

"YOU DID IT SO WHY CANT I ...I AM A FVCKING GROWN AZZ WOMAN AND APPARENTLY YOU DONT WANT US HERE RIGHT NOW SO WHEN YOU GET Your SHYT TOGETHER MAYBE WE WILL COME BACK"I yelled

"who you yelling at" he asked

"YOU muthafvcka" I said

he got up and pinned me against the wall

"let me go issac" I said

he looked at me then looked at Isaiah then back to me

he let me go

"don't leave savannah I'm sorry" he said softly looking down

"issac I'm tired of this" I said looking at him

"I know bae I just been going through a lot man moms got cancer grandma got 2 months to live she getting sick and shyt I'm hurting you and shyt and I just can't do it Savannah I'm sorry just don't leave" he said low and calmly

"issac I don't know maybe just for a little while we should go"I said

"please" he asked

I sighed and gave in

"fine just please don't yell or talk to me or Isaiah the way you have been" I said

he stood up and walked to me wrapping his arms around my waist I put my arms around his neck

"I won't I'm gone do better bae I promise for you and zay" he said

I smiled and kissed him

"thank you issac" I said

I unpacked our bag took off my clothes and we all fell asleep in the bed