whats love? (thug story)

chapter 7

Anthony pov

I'm Anthony 22 years old I'm gay but I'm thinking on changing my ways because I always end up hurt but being gay and wanting to go straight is hard because when you straight and think you a thug you gone be like damn I can't believe I used to fvck with guys it's embarrassing man some times I just be like one day I'm gonna go straight but end up staying me but I think I should ask my girls how they feel but anyways we at Lauren house we had a crazy azz time last night at the club man it was packed and everybody was turned up right now everybody was sleep except me and Adrienne we was watching tv

me and Adrienne was on the same couch she on one end me on the other Savannah drunk self fell asleep on the floor and Lauren was on the other couch

I was just sitting there deep in thought until Adrienne knocked me out of them

"what you thinking bout"

she asked me softly

"aj I don't think I wanna be gay any more"

I said

"what? why?"

she asked

"because I'm tired of being hurt and I just can't find the right one and plus girls hit on me all the time"

I said

"trust me there is the right one out there waiting for you no matter if it's a girl or boy there made just for you what ever gender you want to date that's on you just make sure you chose the right one" she said

"but how do I know what I want because right now I really don't and Im confused"

I asked

"just do what you feel is right or what your heart says if you ain't feeling it then it's wrong "she said

"thank you j I really needed this talk "

I said

"aww your welcome "

she said smiling

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Lauren pov

"hahahah no leave me alone that's why you can't catch me punk"I said laughing

me and jamal were running around his house Anthony Savannah and Adrienne left soon before he came and picked me up now we were just chilling until my phone rung and bae

"hello "

I said

"hey Ren have you.......thought about...... us"he asked excited and nervous at the same time

"ummm yeah it's over Chris"

I said

"wait what bae you can't just leave me man you the love of my life with out you I'm nothing just please that baby ain't even mines ren why man why is there another niggah man just tell me now because you got a niggah hurtin I can't live with out you I don't think you understand that I love you "

he said through the phone in a pleading tone

I ain't gone lie those words touched me a tear slid down my face. but fvck that plus I was kinda over him and now I wanted Jamal so bad but I didn't want to hurt Chris feelings I tried to think of a nice way of putting my words but I guess my mouth didn't approve because I don't know what came over me but I went off