The Alpha's Mate

Jealous?

The tears wouldn't stop rolling down my face.

I should of known Toby would act this way. Wes was right, Toby did change. He was no longer the sweet little Toby, he was tall and angry, cocky even. He was nothing like the knight and shinning armor I once knew.

I thought I saw happiness in his dark eyes when he looked at me but I was clearly mistaken. I ran out of the lunchroom after he angrily walked away from Wes and I.

I ignored Wes when he called out to me to come back to him.

I ran to the bathroom and guess what I heard? Toby and Wes were standing outside of the window. I gasped and cried harder and harder every time Toby called me a bitch. Wes was defending me like always, he was such a hero to me but Toby hated my guts. I could hear it in his voice, I could die tomorrow and I wouldn't be surprised if he threw a party to celebrate. I don't know how long i sulked in the bathroom on the floor in the back stall but when I heard a few girls come in I heard them say it was 2:15 in the afternoon.

As one of them turned on the sink to wash their hands I heard one of them mention Toby's name.
"He's so good in bed I'm addicted." A girly giggle reached my ears.

Another girl said. "You better hope Kat doesn't find out". The other girl laughed like this "Kat" person didn't bother her. "Whatever." She laughed. "Toby loves the way I ride him, he isn't leaving anytime soon."

They both laughed again and left the bathroom. I stood up and stretched feeling myself reach the brink of tears again. All I had to do is make it home and I'll be able to cry all I want.

I exited the stall and gasped at myself in the mirror. My eyes were blood shot red. God I haven't cried like this in a while.
I also think the pain is coming back. It's like I can feel it creeping up inside me. The fact that Wes and I are on good terms is the reason why my body hasn't completely given out on me yet. But the fact that Toby and I aren't on good terms makes my body ache. I just hoped my younger reactions from being away from them wasn't coming back, but I honestly believed it was.

I quickly pulled my phone out from my pocket and dialed Wes's number since he drove me to school this morning I was hoping I'd get a ride. Ring after ring and still he didn't answer. I decided to just walk.

I exited the bathroom sniffling and wiping my eyes. The school was preferably empty, just a few kids here and there walking from there lockers. I walked down the main hallway and decided to go out through the gym doors and not the main doors where everyone would most likely be.

I just really couldn't believe how today suddenly went downhill. Why didn't Toby get any of my letters that I wrote to him and Wes? Why did he harbor so much hatred towards me when I didn't even do anything?

Moving wasn't ever my decision all of our parents agreed on that so why was I to blame? I just didn't understand.

As I walked into the Gym listening to the echo of my shoes squeaking on the floor i opened the back doors and walked out into the day air. I watched as boys tossed footballs back and forth to each other and girls watched from the bleachers. I turned right and there was the parking lot towards the front of the school.

Wes's car was the first one I saw. He was in the car with his girlfriend, they were talking and laughing looking as if they were enjoying themselves. I definitely wasn't gonna disrupt that just because I was having a bad day. Just as I was about to walk passed he looked up and saw me. He opened his door as I walked passed him. "Juliana wait!"

I could here him coming towards me but
I continued  to walk as the tears continued to fall from my eyes. "Juliana?" This time he grabbed my hand to stop me from walking. His touch sent me over the edge. I exploded into tears and next thing i knew I was wrapped up into his embrace.