❝ Hypothalamus ❞ .namjin

fourteen: cringy

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Seokjin's P.O.V.

It's Monday.

"Are you sure that you are feeling better, Jin?"Mom asked.

"Yeah, mom..."I smiled.

She looked at me worriedly.

"I promise I'm okay, mom..."I said.

"Then let me bring you to school.."My brother said.

"No, hyung.. I can do it alone..."I said,"Bye.."

I went out of the house.

Namjoon didn't go out at the same time as me.

Maybe he went to school earlier than me.

I'm not ready to talk to him yet so It's a good thing.

When I entered the school, I didn't see them.

I sighed and proceeded to our classroom.

I'm late.

"Jin!"Jeongie said,"You finally attended school!"

I smiled, and sat on my seat.

We didn't talk to each other during class.

We just had some awkward staring contests that lasted for maybe three seconds.

Even at recess time, we didn't talk to each other. Not even with Yoongi or Hoseok.

It seems like they are ignoring me.

Why are they doing it?

I know that coming back here is a bad idea..
The bell for lunch rang, and I just ate alone on the table a few meters away from them.

They were laughing, and they're not even looking at me.

I tried to approach them earlier, but they just ignored me.

I brought out my video camera and recorded them for ten seconds.

Suddenly, I can't help it.

I cried.

I turned the camera off.

Nobody even looked at me so it's fine.

I buried my face in my palms.

Then I heard music played.

I don't care about that, so I kept on covering my face.

Someone held my wrists, and pulled my hands away from my face.

"N-Namjoon?"I said.

He smiled at me, then went on the small stage with a microphone.

My eyes widened.

Everyone made a circle around me and the stage and Namjoon, and I saw the rest behind him.

The crowd is holding something.

What the hell is happening?

The music kept on playing.

Namjoon brought the mic in front of his mouth.

And he began rapping.

Namjoon:

"I'm sorry for what I've done,
Could you still forgive me, hun?
I promise I won't do it again and bring back what was gone..
I know that we're still not on,
It kinda saddens me,
I'm your 'Dong', You're my 'Hyu', we're the closest friends online,
Yeah, we met each other online, but in real life we're enemies, like my whole life's a lie.. But actually I like you, wait,no.. I love you.
You didn't know, You might hate me now,
But I'm not ashamed of telling everyone how I feel about you."