My Randomness Bitches

Depressed

I am stupid, I went threw messages of me telling my ex I love her when we where still together and now I'm crying, I loved her so much, and I don't know how to explain it, I just feel like nothing can fill that void in my heart, she meant so much to me, but I get dumped by everyone I date, I will die alone, with no one to hold a night but my pillow 😥 I'm a nobody in a world full of somebodies, I just want someone to like me for me, the marvel, supernatural, criminal minds, grey's anatomy loving girl. But that's different and in the world we live in all that matters is looks not what's on the inside and I'm as ugly as can be, so...I don't wear girly close I wear hoddies, and marvel shirts that are for guys, I still have pride, I don't dress like a slut at 13 almost 14 like most girls my age I cover up. I'm sorry if you don't like me for that, I'm sorry I'm not a normal teenage girl, I'm not fun, I care about my future so I work hard in school so I can get somewhere in life, that's me and if anyone doesn't like it then you aren't a true friend.