It's crazy, I'm surrounded by people but yet I feel so alone and unwanted. It's kinda crazy to think about. I'm not saying I want attention 24/7 but I mean no one gives me the time of day. I try my hardest to keep my friendships and relationship up but it seems like I'm the only on working at it but that is just how I feel. I hate the feeling of being alone. It scares me. Even though sometimes I like being alone but I know I will always have someone there right by my side. Its scary to think that I'm all alone with no one around me. It sucks it really does but what can I do when I don't really have a lot of friends and the friends I do have live in a different town and don't even speak to me. If I stopped talking they wouldn't even notice. Maybe I'll stop talking see you actually notices......
