My Life

A day with me and my brain

Me= normal font 

my brain/conscience= italics

MORNING:

You have school today

I realized.

GET UUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPP 

Not until Sarah comes and tells me

But it takes you soooooooooo long to eat breakfast, you might miss the bus

*sighs* Fine. 

SCHOOL:

Ughhhhhhhh double maths today

YOU HAVE IT WITH THEM THO

I know, but they don't even notice me. I'm pretty sure they think I'm annoying as hell and plus it's embarrassing. 

Yeah, you're pretty much right...

CLASS:

*talking in class as we do work*

Ok, now say something funny to them. 

But I always say something funny. I'm like the damned court jester. 

DO IT ANYWAY

LUNCH/RECESS WITH FRIENDS: 

Ok, you have to be noticed, say something really random.

But everyone is busy stuffing whipped cream in their mouths. Plus, they don't even like me. They think I'm really annoying.

Then why don't you ask them if they think you're annoying?

Only because I've asked them about a thousand times, and they already think I'm really insecure.

Fine then.

I have to go and see macy

*walks over to macy*

She's not even noticing you

She's talking to me, how is that not noticing?

Remember when it was just you, her, nastasia and sofia? Those were good days. Now she has bigger problems than you. Come to think of it, she has always had bigger problems than you.  

Maybe, but she's always nice to me. She's my best friend outside of the group, so shut up. 

AFTER SCHOOL:

FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

Yes I know, but I've already had an ice cream today, and I really shouldn't have those lollies. 

Oh, come on, they won't do you any harm.

They will.

EAT THEM

Fine

AT NIGHT TRYING TO GET TO SLEEP:

Why can't I get to sleep????

You know why you can't get to sleep.

Yes I know, because of them, same as every night. 

IT'S SO UNFAIR IT'S SO UNFAIR IT'S SO UNFAIR IT'S SO UNFAIR WHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Shut up, it's not their fault. They're the nicest, most amazing person in the world. If only...

If only they liked you, I know.

I swear it's driving me insane

You like them so much it's not even funny and they will never like you why why why why WHY WHY WHY WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I have to get over it.

You know you never will.

Yes but doing this... it's only making them feel bad. The last thing in the universe I want is for them to feel bad. And I'm making them feel guilty. I should just never say anything ever again and let it blow over. 

BUT YOU LIKE THEM SO MUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCH!!!!!

*sighs* I'm never going to be able to get to sleep.