"Standards" -Joshler

•Sixteen•

Tyler's POV

Self harm and suicide warning

I couldn't believe him. He thought he could go and kiss another guy just cause I made a stupid mistake?

All we did was..

And she called me daddy only three times..

Shit

I fucked up. I told him to die. I began panicking violently and I grabbed my phone

T: Josh don't die

I low you

I'm coming g

Don't die

I need yo u

Delivered

I rushed out of the house and bounced onto my bike, and began peddling quickly. I finally reached Josh's, placing my hand on his door handle. He'd left the door open

I rushed upstairs and headed straight for the bathroom

And there he was

Life less

Blood streaming on the floor

Cuts on his arms. Cuts on his legs

Cuts everywhere 

I called 999 and checked his pulse, he was breathing. Slightly

"Josh please don't let go, I need an ambulance at (address), my.. Friend has tried to commit suicide I need an ambulance now!"

The sirens blared in the distance, tears streamer down my eyes as I grabbed his limp body. I headed straight to the  kitchen, wrapping him up in bandages.

Paramedics rushed in and took him away from my arms

"You'll have to stay here"

I stood in silence, crying

I decided to go up to his bedroom and I opened his computer

I clicked on a folder named "Outakes"

"Hey my names Josh, but you can call me daddy! Oh my god, you can't post that"

"Tyler's pretty cute, I mean he can be an ass at school but I love him. I'd never cheat on him, he's too precious"

" 'When are you going to get a boyfriend?' When someone actually loves me? Oh that's a depressing answer"

"I wish he wouldn't smoke, I love him. I don't want him to die"

"Hey Brendon, I hope Ryan sucks your dick this year!"

"I want to go back to America so bad"

"Love you guys"

Endless videos played of Josh, Tyler sat crying, admiring him. A pit of guilt circled his stomach

Tyler Joseph told Joshua Dun to die

You're an idiot, you know that

Welcome back, old friend