Messenger [ LMJ ] [Under Editing]

can't let go

Lauren's Pov.

I took another sip of my beer as I leaned on the bar counter when a girl with dark red hair came up to me

"Hey what's your name?" She said. I looked at her as she twirled her hair with her index finger and licked her lips

"Samantha" I said, rolling my eyes
"Oh c'mon how about you tell me your real name" she said
"How about you fuck off, I'm not interested okay?" I scoffed before gulping down the remaining of my beer

"You got a boyfriend?" She said
"No!" I said
"Girlfriend?" She smirked, causing me to look at her
"I had a girlfriend" I said
"Oh what happened?" She said
"That's none of your business" I retorted
"C'mon stop being so uptight!" She said. I chuckled before pushing past her and walking towards the exit of the bar and outside to my car

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I pulled into my drive through and saw y/n's car parked right next to me - what the? what is she doing here?

I quickly unbuckled my seat belt and ran inside, as soon as I walked inside I heard a thud upstairs, I made my way upstairs, grabbing my hand gun from the picture frame and pulled the top back as I walked in my room.

"Y/n?" I said pointing the gun at her
"Oh hey Lauren, you gonna shoot me or?" She pointed to the gun
"Oh shit sorry" I said placing the gun in my drawer

"What are you doing here?" I said
"Oh uhm I needed my flannel shirt because me and y/bf/n are gonna go watch a movie and I wanted to wear it" y/n said
"Oh it's uhm right here" I said walking towards my closet and grabbing the shirt before handing it to y/n

"Thanks" y/n said
"No problem" I said
"Well I better get going" y/n said as she started to walk out of my room - c'mon Lauren don't let her walk away, not again! My subconscious said

"Hey uh y/n?" I spoke up causing y/n to turned around
"Yeah?" She said
"I-I'm sorry y/n, I'm sorry I lied to you, I'm sorry I left you, I'm sorry for everything" I said. Y/n let out a chuckle as tears ran down her face

"Why did you Lauren? I mean like why did you leave me like that?" Y/n sobbed
"B-because I didn't want to hurt you or see you get hurt but I just made it worst, I'm sorry" I said.

"I can't let you go y/n, I love you"

We stayed quiet for awhile until I decided to speak up

"Please say something" I cried
"I love you Lauren" y/n said causing me to smile.

"You do?" I said
"I never stopped loving you Laur" y/n smiled as I pulled her closer to me and crashed my lips onto hers - oh how I missed her lips!

Y/n wrapped her arms around my neck as I laid down on the bed, so I was hovering over her. I traced my tongue on y/n's bottom lip, begging for entrance which she granted - my tongue explored her mouth as I grabbed her breast, squeezing it causing her to moan. I tugged at the end of y/n's shirt

She nodded in response before I pulled her shirt over her head and through it across the room somewhere as I did the same with my shirt, I left a trail of wet kisses down y/n's neck to her stomach, I slowly started to unbutton her jeans and slid them down, only leaving her in her pink lacing underwear

I licked my lips as I pulled down her knickers and dropped them on the side of the bed

"Your so beautiful y/n"

I started to kiss her thighs, making y/n move under my touch, I rested my hands on her waist, holding her in place as I crashed my lips onto her lips and trailed my fingers down her stomach to her clit before slowly pushing my index and middle finger in her entrance making her whimper, y/n arched her back and leaned her head back in pleasure, her mouth partly opened. I began to move my fingers back and fourth making y/n moan

"Lauren!" She moaned as I quickened my pace, I soon pulled my fingers out of her, making her groan as I sucked on my fingers

"Mm I love you y/n" I hummed
"I love you more Lauren" y/n said, breathing heavily

a/n: sorry for any errors!
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