Accidently On Purpose (Completed)

Chapter 22

6 months later

Neymar pov
Its been 6 months. I'm dying inside. I was making progress the first 3 months I attended all the classes went to see a psyciatrist. Until I called her. She didnt answer but he did. The new guy she's seeing. I cant believe she moved on just like that. She has my son with her. I fell back and started drinking again. But a few weeks ago I started to pull myself together again. Everything is not perfect but I'm getting there. She called me back and told me she's coming back soon. I heard the door open. Looks like she's already here.

Shakira pov

I opened the door and Milan ran to Neymar who was sitting on the floor. He looked shocked at Milan running to him.

S:Whats wrong?
N:He can walk
S:Yeah.

He looked down

S:Are you ok
N:Just made me realise that I
   missed his first steps. I
   wonder what else I'll miss
   now that you have a new
   family.
S:Antonio and I are just dating
N:Why didnt you tell me
S:My private life does not
  concern you
N:What does concern me is
   who you allow around my son
S:Well I allowed him around
   you. Anyone else is better
   than that
N:Thats low. I changed for you
   for him for us and I have to
   find out over the phone that
   you have a new boyfriend
S: Look I dont want to argue.
   I'm back like I promised you
N:Whatever.

He took Milan outside with him. I know I should have told him but I didnt want it to effect his progress. He was counting on us getting back together. I just didnt wanna hurt him. I know he'll get over it eventually.

Neymar pov.

Milan and I were playing in the grass. He was trying to kick the ball but missed every time. Its so cute how he doesnt give up. I cant believe how much I would have missed if I had killed myself. Shak joined us. She took my hand in hers and made me look at her.

S:I'm sorry I didnt tell you
N:It doesnt matter.
S:Ney..
N:No!! Shak you moved on and
    thats ok. Just dont keep stuff
    that involves my son away
    from me
S:I didnt tell you because I
   didnt want to effect your
   progress. I didnt wanna let
   you down. You were looking
   forward to us starting over
   and so was I. But when I met
   Antonio. It was just different.
N:Of course its different. His
  not me. He didnt hurt you
  like I did
S:He also doesnt love me like
   you did
N:I still love you I will always
   love you.
S:I know but its time to move
   on
N:Dont leave me again
S:I cant be here
N:I'm sorry that I wasnt
   enough
S:You are enough but I need
    stability and Antonio gives
    me that
N:I hope he makes you happy
S:He does. You know there'll
   always be a special place in
   my heart for you.
N:I know
S:Hey its gonna be ok. Your
   doing great. You will find
   someone who loves you and
   cherishes you.
N:But I want you
S:You always want what you
   cant have. You may think
   you want me Neymar but
   you dont and this will all
   blow over. In the mean time.
   I am going to move out. I will
   not leave Barcelona and you
   will see Milan everyday but I
   cant live here with you
   anymore. It isnt good for you
   or me.
N:But..
S:I'm sorry Neymar. I just
   came to get the rest of our
   stuff.

She got up and went inside the house. I've lost her. She doesnt want me.