Nerve Endings | Too Close To Touch

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I felt you wear me thin
Remind me of a heart that once caved in
And a pulse that felt so distant
I begged you for silence than
Digging deeper at the thorns under my skin
From a head that wouldn't listen

I don't feel anything
My mind tells me I can't get out of this
I won't fall for it
Never show them what weakness is
I don't feel anything
My mind tells me I can't get out of this
I won't fall for it
I feel my bones as they're tightening

I thought you'd set me free
You faded when I pleaded leave me be
Left my vision toe to toe with broken soul remission
I find I've been deceived
A giant lying silent inside me
I need to face the truth
It's hard to hide what's inside of you

I don't feel anything
My mind tells me I can't get out of this
I won't fall for it
Never show them what weakness is
I don't feel anything
My mind tells me I can't get out of this
I won't fall for it
I feel my bones as they're tightening

I'm just a shell
Of the empty shattered nerves
A skeleton that's lost it's skin
And I want back in

I don't feel anything
My mind tells me I can't get out of this
I won't fall for it
Never show them what weakness is
I don't feel anything
My mind tells me I can't get out of this
I won't fall for it
Feel my bones as they're tightening


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I can't begin to explain how much feeling is in this song and how much of these feelings I connect with. Don't get me wrong, I have bad days and they suck. At those times I just want to go home and sleep and not particularly be bothered with anyone. But then there are days that I'm just so sick of life and all it's bullshit. I just feel so cold those days and this song takes the words out of my mouth when I try to explain a day like that. In a way this song plays a similar role to me as "A War Inside" by We Came As Romans. It explains the depth of how I feel about myself. Sometimes feeling like "...I can't get out of this...". Even with a lot of the "negativity" being show here in this song I feel like it's real. People need to know how others feel and I feel like young people, like myself, that can't really explain what's going on in their hearts NEED music like this. Not to make them feel like shit. Not to make them hurt themselves or others. Because this song does have a a ray of sunshine. "I won't fall for it". That is constantly being said in this inspiring song and I feel like that one phrase urges people to keep going. To not fall into "the depths" (haha did you see what I did there? OM&M anyone? haha...okay done) and let your mind take control of your life. Cause honestly, I'm sure all of us are starting to learn, in one way or another, that "sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind" (TOP reference haha). 

Peace Out.  

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