{chit chat}

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im sorry that this is not a chapter. it's just that i felt really bad these few days. i just started my second semester and my scores were really bad.

at first, i just thought. meh i can still do this. but being me, days after that, my scores hadn't catch up at all.

it really haunted me. and the fact that these few days i have midterm made it worse.

i constantly cried and now im sick.

both my parents are pushing me around my studies, and it didnt help me at all. it's like i think that i can choose for my own life.

and one thing for sure, i can't talk to my parents. im from an asian family, a strict one.

do any of you guys have opinions on this? i really really need it.

i am too scared of what i am going to do to myself. im the kind of ppl that bottled up their own moods, and the last time i exploded was when i was in sixth grade.

if you have, you can either comments here or PM me.

im sorry for my grammar.

thanks.

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