The pieces of my soul

My Love

My Love

I have trust issues,

I admit that,

But its you,

And your issues,

What do you want from me?

I'm never good enough,

I try you say try harder,

I say I love you,

You say I know,

I'm insane,

You're psycho,

Slowly,

I'm beginning to see that,

So if it helps you sleep at night,

I'll lie too,

I'll tell you I never cheated,

It was my brother I was with last night,

It's not sex you taste on my tongue,

You didn't see anything in my phone,

Theres no one else but you,

I love you,

Do you hear me ?

I fucking love you,

You say fuck you,

Well fuck you too,

Die,

I wouldn't care,

You lie,

die,

Don't hurt me,

Don't fuck me over,

But when you touch me...

Ahhh ...love me,

Hug me,

This isn't how it's sposed to be,

But your mouth on me...

It feels so lovely,

Love me baby,

Own me,

You know me better than my body knows me,

Cuddle with me,

We laugh,

You kiss me,

Say you love me,

I say I love u too,

But I can't help but thinking is it bullshit,

Or is it really true,

I lay down and think,

But you hear my silence loud and clear,

Thinking about how good we used to be,

you wonder why you're even here,

And the cycle repeats,

You yell,

I scream,

Us together?

A dangerous, destructive thing,

So why can't either of us leave,

I live for the moment baby so do you,

Nothing better than us two,

You give me my fire,

I give you the rush you need,

We are fucked,

We can't leave,

I tell you to shut the fuck up,

And you calling me out my name,

I call you out yours,

We're both screaming,

I'm thinking what the hell do I do?

Because when I said I lied earlier I was really telling the truth,

I love you,

Do you hear me ?

I LOVE YOU,

You say you don't want her,

How stupid do you think I can be?

You think I'm blind but I see,

Baby don't you know by now I know when you're lying to me,

I say fuck you,

But my proof?

Or is it just jealousy,

You make me so insecure,

Why cant you see,

I threaten you,

Push you,

Hit you,

You call me crazy,

Say shut up bitch you know you love me,

You grab me,

Kiss me,

Your rough,

Throw me down on the bed,

AHH... I will never get enough,

I scratch,

You bite,

You fall deep inside,

You feel just right,

I scream your name,

This shouldn't be so deep,

My love for you wounds me,

You fuck me,

But you don't leave me,

Why ?

Why are you staying ?

Truly?

I think "she must love me"

AHH ...

No,

NO,

You can't,

I don't believe you love me like I love you,

Because I wouldn't have to wonder if its really true,

Did one mistake really fuck all that up for us two ?

Trust me,

Love me,

Fuck you,

Don't touch me,

You touch me anyway,

Cause you know I want you to,

Im strong,

But my weakness is you,

What the hell do I do ?

You abuse that too,

Cause u know I'll never want..

I CAN'T,

Just leave you,

Stupid,

What I am to you ?

Im sorry,

Feeling so ashamed ..

Of my love for you,