The pieces of my soul

the worst

The Worst

Back to the drinks,

But for too many reasons,

Always feel a certain pain around the winter season,

It all falls apart,

But it'll fall together again,

The only lie I can say so my heart will start to mend,

Vodka and juice,

Rum and some goose,

How I'm feeling right now you just don't have a clue,

It all started in the beginning,

Say life will have a happy ending,

Moms developed a habit,

I guess we decided to grab it,

But as the story a climbs,

Apart of her died,

And none of could ever bring her soul back to life,

No matter how hard we tried,

How much I cried ,

The story gets worse as I go on down the line,

Getting abused everyday,

But yet still she'd stay,

The words he'd say,

The fingers he'd lay,

No matter how far we'd run,

The man always found a way,

Her face all bruised,

Her heart misused,

This is how love was shown to her,

It was all that she knew,

So it was how she showed it too,

Scars everywhere,

Never forget what she used to do,

Dirty wounds,

Bloody hands,

Time after time,

day after day ,

until my soul was broken too,

Had to find something new,

New way to let it out,

All the anger I had,

There was no use to shout,

No one hears me when I scream,

Its such a silent thing,

Theres no home for me,

So I look for love you see?

I know its no good,

To where my heart on my sleeve,

Please don't be so judgmental of me,

But I love love and I need it endlessly,

I see a new lover,

My hearts starts to flee,

But it comes back around when it sees no safe place to be,

A hoe n a slut,

Been said so much...

Just wanna give up,

But you make my soul lift up,

But you cause a deep cut,

Wanna punch you in the face just so you will shut up,

You take me to the room and then we fuck,

Which just keeps tearing my heart up,

One day I'll realize enough is enough,

A round in a gun,

The feeling is numb,

Blood on the walls,

While my body is done,

See me laying on the floor,

you kick open the door,

But its too late,

I am no more,

You scream and you cry,

Wondering why...

Look into my eyes as I die,

You can see all the things I feel inside,

You hug and you kiss me,

then you hit me,

But if I were to die today...

Would you really miss me?