it hurts to see what they post. seeing other peoples names that have help the person. I help them. i guess i dont matter that much anymore. im losing friends quickly. people are judging me more. i cant fucking handle this shit anymore. i dont have access to razors or anything. seeing that others can do what i want to hurts. seeing that im not that important. whatever. i know that im that gone. im hear but no one cares. i get dirty looks. i seem happy but im broken inside. im hiding so much right now im trying not to just go off on soo many people. why cant people just see me. im going mute slowly. i just show happyness for others.
Tells me that its not true but the truth is ITS THE TRUTH. so yeah tell me other wise. i would love to see what yall say about this.
