dear diary,
im leaving today. i made the only light in my life leave me alone. i've been making my own darkness all along and have been depending on aphmau to help me through it. i'm so selfish. i finally now know how to make her happy.
yours sincerely,
laurance
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ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
happy.
Hayran Kurgulaurance realizes the true light in his world *note that this story has many references to things that may be triggering to others such as depression*
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dear diary,
im leaving today. i made the only light in my life leave me alone. i've been making my own darkness all along and have been depending on aphmau to help me through it. i'm so selfish. i finally now know how to make her happy.
yours sincerely,
laurance