Life's hard

hopes restored

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock almost shredding my ears. I slammed my dry weak hand down onto the warm alarm clock. I sat up and checked my phone to see if I had gotten any messages. Come to find out I got 15 different messages 3 from Hayes and the rest from Taylor. When I saw his name I almost cried. I open up Hayes messages he said

Hayes: hey Skye are you awake
Delivers
Hayes: plz text me back
Delivers
Hayes: I know u r mad
Delivers

I tested him back saying no I'm not bc Taylor tested and apologized and said he wanted to see me so bad today
I went into my bathroom put on a pair of my bitty shorts and a crop top with my brown curly hair pulled back into a sloppy pony tail. I put on a pair of my black conversed and did heavy makeup. Came time to meet up with taylor I left my house and meet him at the star bucks around the corner. When I got there Taylor ran to me and hugged me but instead of saying what I wanted him to say he broke up with me for that girl in the apartment he said the spark was gone that there wasn't much love for me that I was just another lost pretty girl in the world but I guess that's not what I thought I was am I am I just a lost preppy girl. I came home and played down then I tested Hayes and told him and instead of the right thing I did the wrong thing I did it again why I was about a week clean he said he loved me did I do Taylor wrong while I was in my bathroom doin the wrong when Hayes knocked on my door but by the time he got up to my bathroom I was lying on the cold tile top floor in a faint did this chapter say hope restored oh well theorists wrong