I like her,she's a BADASS...

Chapter 11

Aurora POV

My mum at first was shocked and she didn't want to accept but I eventually convinced her.

This is the first good thing happened to me in a long time
I can't wait to see my mum again but im scared to see her with bruises all over her body
I really hope that bastard didn't hurt her too much..

Going back in his room I see Cole speaking with someone at the phone , he's really focus on the conversation almost taking notes.
After a few minutes he ended the call

"Hei I called my mum and she's enthusiastic about it"

"I'm glad she is, in about 3 days you'll be able to hug her again"

"thank you cole,this..this means a lot for me"

He doesnt answer back but instead he stares at me with those deep eyes and I suddenly start blushing

Girl pull it together,stop blushing now!

I couldn't  stop
I kept my head down but my eyes couldn't stop looking at him
He started to walk towards me
So slowly

In that moment I realized what would happen
I started to freak out internally
This is my first kiss god damn
Im about to kiss a gorgeous guy
Am I ready?
What if I'm not a good kisser?
Im not good at it obviously I never kissed anyone fuck

He was so close to me
I could feel his hot breath against my lips
Then It happened
He kissed my lips slowly and softly
His lips were amazing
Then the chaste kiss became more and more passionate

And then my panic took control
I had to left his beautiful lips and run into the bathroom

Yes, I was having a panic attack because a guy kissed me
How embarrassing is that?

I locked the door and I fell down on the floor
I couldn't breath well
My heart was beating so fast
I kept thinking of how stupid I am
Who has a panic attack for this!
You should me happy about your first kiss
oh my god now he would definitely think im crazy
Or that I didn't want to kiss him

Then a knock on the door made me jump

"Aurora are you ok? I'm sorry I..couldn't stop my self ,I'm so sorry don't hate me now please.."

His deep voice sounded so shameful and sad because of me
I started to breath heavily and even faster than before.

"Aurora please get out I'm getting worried"

Time passed
Cole was banging on the door
I was panicking
Everything was ruined

Then the door literally fell down on the ground
A really worried and shocked Cole entered the bathroom
He was on his knees in front of me

"Aurora I need you to calm down, you're having a panic attack so you need to start breathing slowly"

He took my face in his big hands
He touched my forehead with his
Then he started to whisper me to calm down

"Hei it's me ok? Just breath in and breath out , look at me and just me,it will be fine, It will be fine..."

I don't know how but his voice calmed my racing heart
My breath went back to normal and eventually I relaxed my tense body

"Im so sorry I freaked out.."

"But..why? Did I do something wrong? Or maybe you don't want me in that way.."

He looked at me with his eyes full of hurt and sadness

"No no its not like that trust me but..i can't tell you its..embarrassing.,"

Here I go again,Im blushing

"Tell me Aurora,or i'll always be terrorized to touch you or even look at you.."

"Ok...but don't laugh or I'll kill you..ehm so..you didn't do anything wrong ,its not your fault but..that was..my first kiss,yes I know I'm such a loser, and I've never been so close and intimate with a guy ever so  I freaked out because I thought that I wasn't good at kissing, I thought "what if he doesn't like it and pushes me away" I just.. Its just that im not used to this feeling"

I waited for his response
It felt like ages until he spoke

"So..I'm your first kiss"
He said smiling

"Yup"

"Perfect,the thought of you kissing someone else was tormenting me"

"Cole..why did you kiss me? Why are you saying these things ?"

"Because I like you, I realized that I like you so much that it scares me. I've been an asshole, I slept with many stupid and fake girl but I've never actually felt a feeling for any one till I met you"

How would you react?
How would you react when a gorgeous bad boy that its a real softy inside tells you that he likes you?

Fot me that was so unreal for me

No one told me something like that,

no one liked me ever

No this can't be real..

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