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Danika's p.o.v;

Dear diary, 03.24.16

I haven't talked to him for 2 days. 2 days isn't a long time.....but for me it was hell.
Of all people in this world, I have chosen him.

Why ?

I don't know. Call me stupid....I just fell in love. Really hard.
It hurts to know that you never will have a real future with the person you love the most, that the person never will feel the same way as you or that the person didn't even give a shit about you.....

I can't change what happened between us.
I can't hide my feelings for him.
I can't ignore him.
But I have no other choice.

I'm just a normal girl who fell in love.

I thought that would only happen in movies....: good girl falls for bad boy.

This is so cheesy!!

I put my diary back under my pillow and went towards the bathroom to take a shower.

Ethan's p.o.v;

I walked into my bedroom and sat on my side of the bed.

I can't stop thinking about her.
I need her.
I love her.....

I regret what I said about Danika.

I rolled over to her side and hugged her pillow.
Suddenly I felt something....that something is a...a book ?
It's...oh my god.
Her diary.

Should I ? No.
Will I do it ? Yes.

I opened it and tried to find something about me but nothing.....wait...

Dear diary, 03.12.16

A chipmunk asked me my name today. I told him it was Joe. That lie will haunt me forever...

Just kidding.

I laughed lightly as I read this part.

Dear diary,

I really don't understand why I have this feelings for him.
I try to be nice but I guess he just don't like me.
This guy seriously can't stand me!

He has beautiful eyes. The kind you can get lost in. And I guess I did.
It doesn't matter how mean he is, my feelings for him grow everyday more.
Nothing makes me happier and sadder than him.
The best feeling is when you look at him and he's already staring.
My heart flutters every time I see him.

I love him.....

Dear diary, 03.24.16

I haven't talked to him for 2 days. 2 days isn't a long time.....but for me it was hell.
Of all people in this world, I have chosen him.

Why ?

I don't know. Call me stupid....I just fell in love. Really hard.
It hurts to know that you never will have a real future with the person you love the most, that the person never will feel the same way as you or that the person didn't even give a shit about you.....

I can't change what happened between us.
I can't hide my feelings for him.
I can't ignore him.
But I have no other choice.

I'm just a normal girl who fell in love.

I thought that would only happen in movies....: good girl falls for bad boy.

Does she mean me ?
Of course asshole.

I put it back under her pillow and rolled back to my side.
I sniffed and realized that I was crying.
I wiped my tears away, stood up and went towards the kitchen.

I haven't talked to Michelle and Grayson since the fight with Danika.
Ugh I hate myself. Why am I doing this shit !?

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Danika's p.o.v;

I made my way towards the kitchen cause I really am hungry the past days.
I walked in and saw Ethan on his phone eating pizza. Oh my god pizza.....that's exactly what I need!

I opened the fridge but no pizza.

"I also want pizza" I turned around to him.
"I have the last pizza tee." He said as he looked up from his phone.
"Do you want it ?" He asked.
Of course I want it.
"No it's okay" I said, grabbed myself an apple and walked into the living room.
Damn why did I grabbed myself an apple !?
Now I can't walk back....that would look weird.

Michelle's p.o.v;

I haven't talked to Ethan or Grayson for like 2 days. I miss both....
I'm still mad at Grayson for not telling me about Danika and Ethan but.....I need him.

I went into the living room and saw Danika eating an apple.

"Healthy huh ?" I giggled.
"I'm on a diet" she laughed and took another bite of her apple.
"Why !? Your body is perfect"
"I don't think so....the past days I am just eating" she looked at me.

That made me sad....

"Is it because of Ethan ?" I sat down beside her.
"Pssshhtt he's in the kitchen" she whisper yelled and put her finger on her lips.
"Oh sorry"
"It's okay" she fake giggled, looked down and put the apple on the table.

This girl is heart broken....

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This is kinda bad...

I'm sorry for not updating.

Sorry for any mistakes.
I hope you guys like it. 🤗❤️

-M💗

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