Alice's Wonderland

Hit the dab

•trigger warning because I'm a rat•
5 minutes of being at home I hear the front door slam shut and a bunch of screaming directed at me. I turn off my music and see what's up. It's my dad go figures, drunk again.
He's screaming "your useless and should leave."
I say calmly "dad your drunk, I'm going back upstairs m'kay bye"
I run up ten stairs as fast as my legs can carry me. I go to put my music back on and realized someone texted me. I look at it of course it's hate, but for no reason other then I'm not a stuck up preppy white Bitch. I can't handle this anymore I wish I could just die.
Thoughts of suicide have been running through my head for at least 3 weeks now, but at school I'm a lot happier knowing I won't have to see any of these people ever again. That makes me smile.
I go home after school on April 16th, 2002 and decide today is the day.