I Hope My Dreams Come True.

The promise not kept.

Friday August 23 2013

* 2012*

I was crying, I didn't want my best friend going to high school, things will change. She will get new friends and be going to party's. I have known her my hole life and I am so protective of her. I don't want her doing drugs. I know she's 2 years older but we have always been best friends because she lived next to me. We told each other everything and we trusted each other. I went to my backyard and sat on a chair and cried. Finally she came out and sat beside me. "What's wrong" Kim said.

"Nothing leave me alone." I said back

"No tell me. We tell each other each other everything what's wrong?"

"I don't want you going to high school. Your going to make new friends, start doing drugs and going to party's and leave me forever." I said crying.

"Abby ill make new friend, but you will too and ill never forget you, and we will hangout everyday. Nothing will change! I promise" Kim said

"And what about the drugs. Will you do them? Like weed, I know it's not bad but still.. I do t want you doing it. This is really important to me"

" but why is it so important to you?"

" because I don't want you being a fuck up! Just please promise me you won't."

"I'll only promise if you promise too"

"Ok deal!"

And at the same time we said "I promise that I will NEVER do weed or any other drugs" then we hugged.

* 2013 *

Kim and I are still close. But I don't consider her my best friend anymore. She's changed. She's a real bitch around her new friends. Ever weekend she's busy going to party's and during the week she's out with friends. She never talks to me unless she wants something. I've told her before, but she never did anything till now. Kim invited me to go to her house with her 3 friends so I went. We had so much fun so far. But it was 10:30 and her friends were in her room and we were in the kitchen. Some how we started talking about drugs. "I would never do any Magee drug" Kim said

"Same I wouldn't do any drug" I said

Then the room went quiet, and I looked at her.

"Have you done drugs?" I asked

"I mean.. Iv tried weed 2 times. It's nothing bad" she said.

My heart sank. She promised. How could she do this to me. I wouldn't of cared if she did t promise, but she did! She got up and went to her room with her friend, so I went to the living room and sat on the couch by myself. I sat there for 4 hours alone, not even a text asking if I'm ok or anything. I don't even think she remembered how important this was to me.

This is true.