Lauren POV
Camz, Mila, Mija . I repeat to myself thinking of letting her go to Shawn for study. I hate this I am gonna have a nap.
Camila POV
it's the afternoon of Shawn tutoring me ahhh so nervous I wear a dress that is black and some boots that remind me of Lauren. I drive to his house in my mums car because I have my licence I got my friend to babysit Sofi because I didn't want to pay because I had to bail on my shift at IGA (shop) .
*i knock on the door*
"Hi, you look stunning!" He says staring at me head to toe
"Thanks!" I say looking down in thought of Lauren
He escorts me in, we walk to his room it is very neat and he gets me to sit on his bed while he pushes the desk in front of the bed he also seems to sit on the bed he doesn't seem to have proper chairs that's weird!
"So for...." He goes on talking about work {not writing what he says about work }
* my phone rings *
'Lauren 😍😍' 's phone number shows up I decline
"Whose that?" Shawn looks over
" never mind!" I say worried
"May I please use the bathroom?" I say needing to get out of this awkward situation
" sure go down and turn right!"
I nod and go in texting Lauren:
Me: hey snuck out to text you be quick Xx
Lauren😍😍: sorry beautiful but I love you!
Me: gtg love ya!
I walk in the desk is moved a bit more towards the wall rather than the bed, I sit down there is hair in my face Shawn pushes it out of the way he stares in my eyes I try to push away but he kisses me and I try to stop him he's kissing my neck and holding my hand.
"Stop, stop!" I say loud
He's best friend walks in and heard me say stop so he gets Shawn off me.
" You ok?" His friend asks
"Better, Thank you!" I say worried
" Shawn what were you doing? You said she wanted to come on this date with you!"
"DATE? This is a study session!" I say with anger in my brown eyes
His friend slaps him and leaves saying actually study!
"Before you say no, I love you Camila"
He kisses me one last time on my lips then kisses me on my neck leaving a 'mark' I bite my lip and then I actually kiss him back I don't know what I have done I hug him he does something unusual he grabs me by my bum and whispers in my ear
"we were meant to be if Lauren comes I'll kill her! Ok?" How did he know about Lauren I think to myself!
It's the end of the night we walk to the door as he opens it he turns me around to look at him he grabs my back and swoops me down to kiss me, we also stand and kiss I wrap my legs around him and whisper to him
"This can not be spoken of and this is to never happen again he kisses me on my neck again and presses me against the door hugging me and kissing me knowing it's the last time. I bite my lip and walk to my car I drive off in fear of Lauren. Mani snap chats me at a red light with a caption 'I knew u like Shawn he said he grabbed ur booty go girl!' I text her back saying 'what! He told you! Who else did he say that to?'
'Dinah, Ally and ... Lauren and me!'
NOOOOOOOOOOO LAUREN I AM FREAKING OUT AGHHHHHWISJSH.
I get home kiss Sofi goodnight and fall asleep worrying.
Lauren POV
Fuck no I can't believe camz would do that!! I am seriously done I am never speaking to her again. I go to school Camz is wearing a skirt it comes up a bit and I see cuts on her leg she seriously couldn't have hurt herself unless the devil did it!
"Camz, what happened?!" I say still mad at her
"Let me explain-"
"What happened to your leg?!" I say cutting her off
" uhh I did it.."
"WHY?"
"Because you saw what happened and I am a terrible person I want to kill myself!" She starts crying
I grab her hand and run to a corner and start kissing her forehead and repeating 'it's ok'
"You don't love me though" she says with tear poring down
"Listen I love you but you love Shawn and I should be there no matter how much it hurts!"
" no Lauren I love you!" Our eyes meet but I push as she goes in for the kiss
"It's too soon! Ok?"
She nods and we go back into class.
Camila POV
After school I say to Lauren
"Please don't go!"
"Why shouldn't I?" She says walking
"Because I love you and you love me! Or do you?" I say questioning it
"Yes but it hurts you know!"
"Have you ever seen someone you love drift away! Huh, Camila?"
"Yes!"
"I'll speak later but give me space!" She screeches
"Please don't go!" I say with tears looting she gets in her car and drives
Off!
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FanfictionLauren has a boyfriend she's over him but she's waiting to find someone new before she leaves him. This new girl comes to school she looks flawless but does she have more flaws than you think?
