I'm at the park freezing cold and wet my parents wont talk to me over one little mistake i made now my actions cost me a price i never though i would face,they kicked me out they told me i wasn't worthy to be called there child they told me to ask god forgiveness of my sins , if you didn't realize my parents are religious they practically forced me to be like them praying fasting singing in the church getting baptised at a young age .....yup i was forced to chose a path i wanted to to be able to chose by my own, don't get me wrong I love god with everything in me ill bend down and praise him tell i leave this earth! I just wanted to be my own human you know what i mean ?i just want to be able to do something fun in my life like other kids do like sneaking out to go to party's, first kiss,skipping school,coming home past curfew, being able to wear what i chose. But i never found the courage to until this week and that's how i got here sitting on a bench freezing in the rain in winter!. All cause i wanted to be fast
A/n: you will understand how the song relates just wait on it
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