Alone

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Who am I to say no?
To all these bad bitches on my timeline
Telling me that they in love
And they always catch me at the right time

When it's night time
Yea its dark out
Sneak, creep out
Yea that's what I'm talkin' 'bout
Naked pictures in my DM's
With' a number and a address to they house

Maybe I can turn down 10
But I can't turn down 20
All these bitches wanna have sex
Cause they know a nigga got money
I knew I had a girl at home
But that shit ain't mean nothin' to me
Cause I'm just like every other nigga
Thinkin' with the wrong head

Jakaiya POV

I rolled over a few more times to see if I could go back to sleep but I guess not I kicked the covers off me and I pulled on a big shirt and some jogging pants and some socks the wooden floors would most likely be cold like there always used to be cause they never wanted to turn on the heat in the morning

I walked the down the stairs looking at the many pictures me and my Dad had hung up over the years of places we had been or things we have done or just little get togethers I hopped off the last step I walked into the kitchen and there stood my daddy and brother he looked at me with those apologetic eyes

I ran into his arms he hugged me close the tears came down in my mind but not in my face " princess I promise everything is going to be okay this isn't your fault " he says while rubbing my back i nodded my head " yeah I know dad but I thought it was a forever thing I don't ever wanna get married again " I tell him meaning every word I pull away from him and look up " we gone get him baby it's okay " says my daddy I chuckle at

" you don't even know the full story " I tell him he shrugs and puts on that tell me face " okay so basically Jonathan is bisexual and he has 3 kids with his ex before me " I say not looking my father in the face cause I feel he is passing judgment I see my brother throw his coffee mug at the wall in anger " it's okay you had no way of knowing not even I this is all on him and I don't want y'all to do nothing to him let him suffer by not getting any attention from us at all " I say rubbing his shoulder he rolls his eyes "that ain't a enough that boy need to be taught a lesson and u wonder why we didn't like him I knew it was some" said my brother
I just turned around and went up stairs I grabbed my jacket and phone and car keys I had already freshened up before I came downstairs I was going to my realtor to find me a loft I had always wanted one of those I was gonna get me one now

I parked my car outside the office I walked in and there was that Kat girl that I had sex with I had never seen her in here before maybe she was new or it really has been that long since I've purchased some property " I need to see mrs.Johnson " I say hopefully she keep it on a business level " just fill these out and when your finished follow me " she said I looked up at her and she smirked I took the clipboard and sat down at a table i filled out the paper

The paper was just asking is it your first time here ? Why are you here ? What kind of properties are you interested in? Do you want to buy , rent , or sell ? Stuff like that I just checked the boxes and left  the pen on the table I'm surprised she is keeping it professional " I'm finished " I say walking up to the desk again she holds her perfectly manicured hand out for the bored " thanks " she said when I handed over she looked it over then got up " follow me " she said if I didn't know better I could hear the extra meaning in her voice I followed behind her we walked down this long corridor then we finally reached a room that said meetings outside the door

She opened the door and gestured for me to walk in front of her so I did the room smelled like a library it had a long table a lot of chairs and a computer in the corner and a projector screen and equipment I put my purse on the table and turned around she was right there eyeing me " I like the other view but this one is even better why haven't you called me or answered my texts ? " she asked I mentally rolled my eyes " a lot has been going on I'm starting a divorce I'm trying to move I'm hurt lots of things and frankly I'm not gay it was one time one night that's all it was I'm really not that attracted to you and you shouldn't be that attracted to me we were drunk " I say making space between us she looked like I had said I'm a terrorist

" so I'm just a fucking booty call to you or something " she asked her voice a little high with anger I wanted to laugh " you knew I was married you took my ring off that night what did you think you was going to happen we were gonna fall in love and live happily ever after " quietly shouted at her she like she wanted to kill me and end my life " nothing at all your realtor will be in shortly " she said I wasn't trying to hurt her I was just being honest about things I don't want a real thing right now and like I said I'm not gay

I got text from D.C. Asking me to meet him for lunch I agree and told him where to meet me

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