Stay Oblivious, Be Oblivious

Reminiscence of the past

You change your mind while stabbing my back

You find that hysterical idea to achieve the advantage

You came at me with swords of the past

You made me tremble with bitter courage

You sold my self-esteem for popularity

You made those allies at my expense

"You didn't mean it, it's all a dream" 

I told myself while the crowds surrounds me

You schemed to make peace

A peace corrupted by conspiracy

A peace proven unacceptable

That war has turned cold

That idea burned to dust

That building crumbled to ash

And I admit,

You are a smart person

Intelligence in the art of disguise

Showing the good

Erasing the bad

But the mark's still there

I see it, I know you do too

I can never do what you can

I can never let escape the envy in my heart

I can never wash out the taint in my soul

I can never breathe out the pollution

I can never be you

I want your puppet face to burn

But I can never be you

I want your kingdom to crumble

But I am not a conquerer

I want your that pure skin to shed

But then I will be empty

I want you to disappear

But I can never be you

"I want to be as good at writing hateful poems about the people I hate as Taylor Swift is good at writing hateful breakup songs"

12-2-2016