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I wonder what happiness feels like.

Does it feel warm?

Does a person swell up with a smile?

The thoughts I think in silence scare me.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm still here.

I wonder if writing this is even worth it.

Maybe this is my torture.

To write the horrors of my mind.

To relive the pain I feel inside on a never ending loop.

To look back and remember what it felt like when the words hit the paper.

-a girl