Marks pov
I wake up feeling something warm around me, Jack.
Slowly I start to remember, the kiss.
Do he really love me? Nah he was probably just drunk. I mean, he was REALLY drunk.
I can't stop myself from taking my hand through his beautiful green hair.
I just lay there, not wanting anything more than this beautiful moment.
"Mark!! Jack!! Are you awake yet? I
have some big, big plans for us today!!" I hear Felix scream from downstairs.
Before I get to move Jack wakes up.
"Huh? Oh...hey Mark." He says tired, letting go from me.
"God morning Jack, Felix just screamed at us....he sad that he had some big plans for us today." I say smiling at the little Irish boy laying next to me.
"Oh...ok. Mark can I ask you something?" He says looking at me seriously.
"Sure Jack, what's the-"
"Did you mean what you sad last night?" He interrupt me.
I stay quite for a moment.
Wow he do really remember, huh? I should probably tell him....
"Yea" I mumble.
"What you say Markimoo?" He says smiling at me.
"Yea" I say a little louder.
I blush, understanding that I've just confirmed to Jack that I love him.
Jack blush too but for the most he just seems really happy.
"Like...Mark for real?" He slowly says looking me right in my eyes.
"Yes Jackaboy, I love you for real" I say looking into his beautiful ocean eyes.
"Me to..." He quietly says looking away.
I give him a really big hug, and he accepts it.
"Do we have to tell Felix?" Jack whisper in my ear.
"No Jackaboy, we don't have to tell anybody" I whisper back.
We let go from the hug.
"Haha so Jackaboy is my new nickname?" He says and giggles.
"Yes, and Markimoo is mine?" I ask and giggles too.
"Yep, well come on body Felix is waiting at us downstairs" Jack says taking my hand.
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~ Omg another time skip!! ~
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"So this is the amazing bowling place?" Jack asks looking at Felix.
I laugh a little, awe he's so adorable.
"Yup bro, what's the problem? I tried my best ok!?!?" Felix screams back at Jack.
We all start laughing as we enter the bowling place.
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"Haha wow Jack so impressive you got down 1." Felix screams.
I can't help myself from laughing at Jack too.
"Haha, super funny you big nerd. Here you go Mark, your turn." Jack says and gives me the bowling bowl.
I'm not that good at bowling but today is my lucky day. 3 strikes already.
I send away the bowl and it's.....another strike!
"Good shot" I hear a female voice say.
"Huh? I-"
I turn around to see a young, blonde haired girl. (Probably about my age)
"Your name is Mark Fischbach, I know. And your from America probably on some sort of vacation here because of that Felix lives here and yeah....you are cute." The last words she whispers to me.
"And you are?" I ask.
"I'm Sara Sjöberg but just call me Sara please." She answers.
"Well I'll better go back to my friends now but see ya later maybe?" I say starting to walk towards Jack and Felix.
"See ya later Markimoo" she says walking away as I blush.
Markimoo, that's the nickname Jack gave me....Markimoo Markimoo Markimoo Markimoo....
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~ For real? Another time skip? ~
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I win the whole bowling game and Jack lose. Even though he though that "He's the best at bowling ever."
We make our way back home and I decide to hang out in my and Jacks room for a while, and Jack seems to follow me.
I sit on the bed and Jack sit down beside me.
"So...what was all that about?" He ask me, and when I see into his eyes I can see that he is broke.
"What? What's wrong now Jackaboy?" I answer looking into his sad and broken eyes.
"That girl...I though like..." He says and I can see how a tear escapes from his right eye.
My hand goes over to his face and takes away the tear while I softly speaks to him.
"Jack, it's nothing between me and her. I don't even like girls...please don't cry"
He giggles a little between all the sadness.
"Ok...I love you Markimoo." He says kissing me on the cheek.
"Love you to Jackaboy." I say whit a big smile on my lips.
Then we stay quite, just looking at each other.
"Do you really think I would be interested in Sara?" I ask him after a long while.
"See, you even know her name and all...why do you lie to me?" He screams running out from the room.
Wow....I thought he wasn't angry, amazing Mark you ruined everything.
My brain starts to blame with me, and it's driving me crazy.
It's your fault Mark, all your fault. You don't deserve to live Mark. Go kill yourself Mark...go KILL YOURSELF.
After a while I can't stand it anymore so I go into the toilet and opens the medicine cabinet (idk what it's called, ok?) and takes out a blade.
Then I sit down at the toilet taking up my shirts arm and slowly drags the blade at my arm.
It hurts, but in a good way.
Btw no one cares anyway so why would I stop hurting myself?
I can't keep myself from crying but I'm not doing any loud sound just in case.
When I'm done I just wash the blade clean, makes sure there's no blood anywhere and unlocks the toilet door.
It's still your fault Mark, hurting yourself won't make things better.
I ignore my thought.
Sorry I haven't uploaded a new chapter in a while but this one really took some time to write...and sorry for my BAD english.
CITEȘTI
I hate you I love you
Fanfiction•Before you read this, I just wanted to say that this is the first septiplier fanfic I ever wrote and it's really bad, but I decided to leave it so I could see how my writing improved over the years• Jack and Mark move to Sweden where their good fri...
