Silent Whispers

PART TWO: FEAR

PART TWO:FEAR

I heard the silent whispers again

Telling me things in my head.

I could not make out what it was saying but

I also didn't know if I should listen.

I felt something grabbing at my knee

whatever it was stopped all those silent whispers.

My feet went cold,

I was taken by FEAR it pulled me

down into the water.

Trying to keep my head afloat

but I was still sinking until my head was no longer seen.

My body laid at the bottom of the lake.

Thoughts ran through my mind as I was about to drown,

struggling to break free from the grip of FEAR.

FEAR still gripping onto me I thought ' I might as well drown

FEAR will kill me I am a hopeless,

useless, a coward that ran away.

I am a nobody a liar to myself

that I thought I could make it

but it was a lie ...

IT WAS ALL A LIE!

Who am I , am I able to do anything good

kill me ,kill me ,kill me

I pleaded to die ,I pleaded to go away and I wanted to die.

But I heard the silent whispers say," SWIM! SWIM! SWIM!"

It kept telling me to swim but I wasn't sure if I was able.

I was paralyzed with fear of tomorrow

if disaster might come and live like that forever.

I wasn't sure if I should swim

I questioned myself, I was filled with self-pity

I suddenly stopped thinking

my legs moved...

I was kicking ...

I was swimming...

It took me a while to get out the water and onto land

but I made it.

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AUTHORS NOTE:

SORRY I TOOK SO LONG 💋