Warrior (Demi Lovato Fanfic)

Chapter 10

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*A FEW WEEKS LATER* 

The Bullying had gotten worse. I was getting the same crap from leah and her gang butit was getting worse i was begining to lose alot of my friends. Even Ciara wasn't talking to me. My cutting had gotten worse aswell. I was burning myself aswell. I couldn't Handle it. On Saturday my mom dropped off at themusic hall to practise for this weeks show. It was now at week6 and i was still in the X-Factor.

''Hey'' I said as i was walking up to Demi

''Hey'' She replied giving me a hug

''How are you'' She asked 

''I'm okay'' I said trying to smile 

''Just Okay'' She asked 

''Yup'' I replied 

''Do you want to talk'' She asked

''Not really'' I said 

''Okay well you know im here'' She said 

''Thank You'' I replied 

''What song should i sing this week'' I Asked 

''I was thinking maybe you could sing The Scientist By ColdPlay'' She said 

'Yes i Love that song'' I said 

''Next week we have to do a upbeat song and you'll have to dance so this week i think we'll focus on just you on the stage nothing else'' She said 

''Awesome will i be playing guitar'' I asked 

''No it'll just be you on stage'' She said 

''Okay'' I said 

We practised the song and then i  had to leave early.

''Are you sure your okay'' Demi Asked as i was leaving

''I'm Sure'' I said 

'Bye'' She said 

''Bye'' I replied 

*The Next Day* 

I woke up early dreading going to school. It had gotten to the point where i was too scared to go to school.I got dressed and walked out the door and down the road into school

''There's the X-Factor Slut'' I heard somebody say and then i heard them laughing and giggling 

''She shouldn't be on tv shes too fat'' I heard another person say 

Then I saw leah.

''Hello nasty little whore'' She said 

''Go away leah'' I said 

''Couldn't be bothered to be honest'' She replied 

''Just leave me alone'' I said 

''Maybe you should kill yourself you'd be doing us all a big favour'' She said 

''Really'' I said 

''Yes'' She replied and i walked off 

(IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED PLEASE DO NOT!!!! READ THE NEXT PART AS IT INVOLVES A SUICIDE ATTEMPT PLESE DO NOT!!!!!!! ATTEMPT ANY OF THIS.....okay keep reading)

At lunch i ran into the bathroom and waited for everyone to go back to class Then i ran home i knew my mom wouldn't be home. I ran into the kitchen. I started crying I was throwing things on the ground. I was looking in all the cubords for the tablets. I found a load of them in one of the cabinets i decided i was going to overdose. I started swallowing any tablets i could find. I was finding it hard to breathe i ran up to my room and threw anything i could find i was crying uncontrollably the comments from earlier kept repeating in my head. I ran down stairs i was begining to get really dizzy. I Opened the drawer with all the knives in it i went back upstairs i opened my drawer and took out my blade i wrote I Hate Me on my arm it started stinging and bleeding but it wasn't enough i wanted to Die. I picked up the kitchen knife and cut my arm i just kept going deeper ............................

The next thing i remember is waking up in hospital.....