There's a gnawing feeling growing deep down in Jimin's chest, his voice breaks and he suddenly realizes that Yoongi has been crying too-
There's an infinity of space between them, vague feelings in the small partition of Yoongi's lips and the trails of pain that flow down his moonlit cheeks-
"Jimin,"
He pauses, stringing together a series of words he hope make sense, but words are so messy- like shooting stars, streaking behind them a gentle reign of tears and hesitation-
"I- I'm so sorry. You're too good for me, you're just so beautiful- I can't, I just.. I lose myself sometimes- but I can't.."
Yoongi's tone is wavering, strong but flawed words bleeding into the night air-
"I can't lose you."
Jimin bites his lip, probably too hard, because there's a trickle of scarlet running down his chin in a moment- and Yoongi reaches over to whisk away the color of pain-
He hears Yoongi's words as they are, but he feels a small whisper of "don't let me lose myself," in the spaces between their fingers that Yoongi laces together-
Jimin smiles now, it's not forced but it's not quite willing-
Searching for a reply that masks the obsidian galaxies across the landscape of his dazed form-
"I can't lose you either, Yoongi. I need you."
It's Yoongi's turn to smile now, a hopeful tug at the corner of his mouth- no teeth and closed mouthed but still bright and perfect somehow-
But ghosts don't die so easy, like the trickle of seconds it takes for the butterflies of smoke fluttering from half smoked cigarettes in the afternoon to fade away-
The blood is there-
Rare, and sweet as cherry wine.
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+ Cherry Wine ; Yoonmin
Fanfiction+ the blood is rare, and sweet as cherry wine >> angst, depictions of domestic abuse, drug usage