My secret.

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I'm YorkshirePerrie. All credits go to Happinessintime for she is the person who wrote this book. I'll try to update weekly so it can be open to fully read for everyone soon.

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July 15th, 2013

Harry POV 

My arms cling around Zayn as I sit and watch Louis on the screen. Still reliving every moment of that day. Every painful strike he took at my heart with the words he spat at me. I swear it was like he took a sharp piece of glass and dug it into my heart over and over again. Laughing at the pain and blood that dripped from my body.

That night I believed every word he said; He didn't love me. I truly thought he never loved me. That I meant nothing to him and it was all some kind of sick game. But it wasn't, and now? Now I can't feel anything.

"I knew exactly what I had to say and do to get Harry to believe me.. I still can't believe he actually did.. How? How could he believe that I never loved him?" He said with almost a hint of anger. "Had I not showed him that I loved him? How could believe my lie so easily?"

I close my eyes bowing my head down unable to even come to terms with myself that I did in fact believe his lie. A lie that he told so well.

"I left him that night knowing I had destroyed him.. You have no idea how desperately I wanted to run back inside and kiss him and tell him I was lying.. That I could never mean such hurtful things especially to him but... I knew if I did I would never be able to see him again.. Back then, in my mind it was an easier solution to not be with him romantically than to not be with him at all." He finishes with a sigh.

"That's when Eleanor came into the picture.." He grumbles out and I feel myself go rigid. I hate Eleanor. She was the reason he left. Well I thought she was. I myself now felt like one of the million fans watching this right now. No clue what he's going to say next because his words have already shocked me by telling me something I thought was a totally different story.

"Eleanor.. She's a lovely girl but.. She's never been who I wanted.." He looks up and focuses on the screen. "Once again you, the fans, had seen right through everything... Every date was a publicity set up.. All the tweets, pictures, everything was either done by our management team or I was asked to do them.." He gives a soft smile before continuing. "I don't want anyone to hate on her though.. She really is quite lovely and consoled me many times when it was all becoming to much... She has always known how much I love Harry and I have been honest with her from the first day.." He says in a soft tone.

As he speaks of her I see someone out of the corner of my eyes step into the room. I look up and over seeing Eleanor herself step into the room and look at me with tears in her eyes. We continue to stare at each other as Louis keeps speaking.

"There were many nights when we would have a date set up that she would spend holding me because I was longing for Harry... She would always tell me that one day everything would be alright and maybe me and Harry could be together again.." He lets out a short laugh. "You'd be surprised at how big of a fan she was of mine and Harry's relationship.." He says and looks down.

I keep my gaze locked on Eleanor's but it turns into a harsh one. My face contorts into a glare towards her and she looks down ashamed.

"Get out." I say loudly that everyone can hear.

"H-Harry, if you'll let me explain-." She begins but I cut her off quickly.

"No, I have no desire for you to be within twenty god damn feet of me." I spit. She nods and looks up at me with a helpless look but it does nothing for me. Nothing.

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