I have TRUST ISSUES. I have had so many bad experiences that I can't even begin to explain why I am the way I am.
Part of my defense mechanism is having different parts of my life kept separate. There is only one person who knows EVERYTHING about me, my best friend.
She is literally the person I send everything to. I allow her to read my texts, write my texts, and know everything about me. And the same goes the other way. It took a couple years, but we built a strong relationship on trust.
So really, right now she's the only one that knows about this problem I'm about to give all of you a peek into.
I have different personalities when I talk to different people. I don't have a disorder, I just naturally do this to avoid getting hurt.
Sometimes two of my worlds mingle, and it's terrifying. It's not like I lie or anything, it': just that part of my life is weird. And if I'm not ready to show you then I'll freak out.
Is that weird?
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Daily Lives of High School Homeschoolers
Humor¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Just some stories about how I feel as a homeschooled High Schooler. Nothing big, or small, but yeah.
