frozen heart

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I sit there hands folded
As my heart is moulded
Still the same trick of torture
The sense of feeling stupor

Again I rolled, unconscious
Of time's departure
It's an old thing, my new nature
A slap on my back brings livid

Torn then buried now
It still makes no difference
Once A locked away mind
Always a sorrowful mind

Change an uninvited guest
I now linger in depression
As my fate lies in no caution
Just a sad time for a quest

Inner me lies lonely
Guts sent away only
Cause all I can do is turn a mere back
At the things you call fun

Outside , a dark place for me
Inside a fake abode
My selfishness no longer a weakness
As all I do I feel no time
As my heart freezes to the pace of earth

They say I turn a deaf ear
But I have a fear for fear
Misjudged but not moved
So I will be till ages dawn.......

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