Can we do it all over again?

Coversation with Ed

Harry's POV.

A month has passed, nothing from her, I struggle through every gig of ours. I didn't call back she begged me not to, I can't force myself on to her. She might be happy with Mathew guy, who is he? Every song reminds me of her, specially "OVER AGAIN". I remember when she came to our rehearsals, I wanted to tell everyone we can add they don't know about us in the track list, because we were friends. I am glad we didn't, I never want to cry on stage.

I ignore ed all the time, he calls texts and all I have in my mind is that Taylor must be with him so I just ignore, I miss him but I can't make my condition go worse,I know it will if I talk to him, I have to stay strong.

I was just laying inside my room when Niall knocked. I opened and he came in, anger visible on his face.

"What's gotten in to you" I asked when I saw him literally dashing in and sitting on my bed while I was still on the door.

"What the fuck do you thing you're doing with Ed, why is he being the target between your fights with Taylor?" He yelled

"What!!"

"He called me, he wants to talk to you, but you're busy ignoring his calls, for gods sake don't make her get on your life. If you can't stay alive without go beg her on your knees but treating others like shit isn't the way"

"I am sorry" I said in a low voice.

"Will you go fucking call her now? Because I am busy I have to do other shits too" he kept yelling

"Calm down, I will. Thanks"

"Fine" he shook his head in disappointment in left.

I still don't feel a shitty guilt in me for doing this with Ed, I guess I am still pissed at him for mentioning Matthew in front of me. Since then I want to kill every Matthew, not to forget Harry styles you forced him to spit it out.

I dialled his number.

"Hey" I said as soon as he received.

"Forget about everything you ignoring me, just answer this question did I ever said Taylor wanted to date that Matthew?" He said it all I'm one breath.

"Not really"

"Yea so why did you have to break up with her over that?" He said after taking some dee breaths.

"First thing we weren't together, second I don't remember what did I say in the call while I was drunk that made her leave me."

"Well you apparently told her to enjoy with her crush or something"

"Really? I don't have any idea, but I am sure I wasn't making something up" I mean he's the one who told me that didn't he?

"I didn't tell you that she wants to be with him or something Styles, I just remember her telling me about meeting up with him and how she remembered when she had the crush. I just like the idea of her going out with him for a few days so I asked you without even telling her. She trusts me so much she didn't even ask me if I told you and is cursing the tabloids for it. I couldn't even say I did it harry. I lost you and now I am gonna lose her too because of you, thank you"

"You didn't lose me Ed" I said in a low voice, guilt filled inside me.

"Bullshit"

"You don't have to tell her the truth, let her think I read somewhere, I already messed up and there's no come back from here so just save your friendship, it's not your mistake anyway"

"I know because I never said she wanted to date that asshole, but I can't hide from her too. I will tell her soon, I just wanted to make it clear if my words came wrong when I told you" he was really annoyed.

"No my brain interpreted it wrong. How Is she? So again this time it's my mistake for our fight?"

"Of course you went searching for sluts"

"Stop it Ed, lets meet somewhere"

"I can't have busy tour" he refused without thinking, but I have to apologise.

"I am coming to America one day after tomorrow. For three days, every day I will be with you. Give me a chance"

"Are you only coming for me Potter?" I could feel him smiling.

"Yup" I popped the p

"I have tour, and she's here"

"I can manage that, I will have to apologise once to her as well"

"Don't you dare! All you do is ask for chances, don't start that again"

"I won't, I will just clear out the problems Ed"

"Argh fine"

"Bye grumpy cat" I joked

"Bye Styles" I could feel him laugh.

So Ms.Swift here I come again.....

(A/n so here's another short chapter, I am so sorry for being so terrible nowadays, but I promise I am trying my best. I just started my college today was my orientation, tomorrow's first day I need wishes :) pleaseeee. I am sorry again, the story will get better)