Can we do it all over again?

The bus

Harry's POV

It's been two days since I got drunk and I still feel sick, and heavy and I don't know, GUILTY? Forget about my feelings, I came to bus last night, we still have a break till next concert.

"Harry wanna play truth and dare? Ellie is here too" Niall informed me, his good friend Ellie joined us in bus, Eleanor is here too. So they have nothing good to do.

"Nah" I replied sitting on my bed.

" pleaseeee" Zayn whined and I couldn't resist his pouting face, so yea I kinda nodded.

"YAYYIEEEEEEEE" Liam squealed and I laughed, my friends help me so much in this situation.

"Kids" I mumbled and got out of the bed, we sat in the back game area.

Ellie and Niall were sitting on couches while rest all made a circle in front of them sitting on floor.

"I don't think we can play here" Eleanor suggested.

"Yea it's a little crook, even when the bus is at stop" Ellie agreed.

"That's not an issue we will tell him to move it, we do that a lot to balance it" Louis told his girlfriend.

"No Lou, don't wake him up" Eleanor scolded and I couldn't help but smile, they are cute, Eleanor is really caring and nice.

"Fine lets do turn by turn, each person has to choose truth and dare and then if he chooses truth then he will answer everyone's question with honesty, one question each. And same with the dare"Niall changed the rules.

"Lets start with Niall then" I suggested as he made this stupid rule, so one person will keep answering questions for so long.

"No lets see who comes at "stop" I will sing okay pointing to each" Ellie suggested another new rule of what I have never heard .

"What is that again"

"Shhhh" she scolded me and started to sing, pointing each word at everyone.

"In pin safety pin in pin out, lets see who comes at the word stop" she sang and I looked at her finger, pointing at me at the word "stop"

I realized everyone was laughing at the stupidest rule even me, but I already didn't want to play and now it's my turn? I am lazy and wants to sleep.

"Please don't" I begged and they all shook their head.

"Whatever" I muttered.

"Truth or dare?" Liam asked.

"Anything"

"Truth or dare harry?" This time Niall.

"Truth?" I asked in doubt,

"How was your night with Kimberly, everything in detail please" Louis got excited sitting up.

Fuck

"It wasn't what I expected honestly, and that's all I can say"

"It was so good or so bad?" Zayn asked.

"In the middle"

"But you said not what you expect did you expected bad or good?" Liam's turn.

"Fuck off you all, is everyone gonna ask about one same stupid thing?"

"Answer me"

"It was better than I expected" whatever.

"So did you talk to her after that?" Eleanor asked, I am sure Louis told her to.

"Not really"

"When are you sleeping again?" Niall asked.

"I am not!! I was drunk that day Niall, you should have stopped me instead of asking me when is it happening again, I am not a fucking manwhore" I yelled at him.

"I,....I" Niall couldn't find words.

"Last question by me? Should I ask" Ellie whispered and I nodded.

Yes ask me when are we getting married!

"Did you miss Taylor while doing it?"

Everyone's eyes were open staring at her and then me, mouth open, thinking why would she ask that? Yes why would she remind me of Taylor.

"I am outta here" I mumbled and left the room rushing in to the bathroom.

An hour has passed and all am I doing inside here is crying, I don't know why, everything is so messed up that I don't know what to do instead of crying. Argh! I so want to end my life.

Gather yourself up Harry, you have to go out, just go and sleep. I wiped my eyes and washed my face, I went out and jumped on my bunk, I lifted my pillow to take the mobile out of it.

I had several messages from Niall, and Ed.

I put on my headphones and started listening to her voice.

"Ours" was on replay and every word reminded me of her, her eyes, lips that smile and her hair, that red lipstick and her soft hands, the way she use to kiss me and was strumming the guitar, teaching me how to play and signing this song for me I do remember every second of it.

The time passed, and passed, I slept in regret of the night with Kimberly. I wish I could do something about it, rewind the time and fix my mistakes, but again if it was possible to rewind time I could have her back in my life this second.

I was deep in my dreams when her voice stopped in my ears, making me wake up, I never wanted it to end, I love "ours". I picked my mobile to see why it stopped, and someone was calling me. I rubbed my eyes to see who it was.

Her name made me sit up.

I couldn't wAit a second to press answer.

"Taylor?" I asked, why would she call after so long. I thought she never would, she never makes the first move.

"Harry" she cried through the phone.

(A/n here's an update, do comment and vote, and the next thing is if you ask me if I will update again that day then please mention time, like right now it's 10 pm here and I am not sure but I MAY not sure but MAY update before sleeping. I really want to reply and tell you if I would but mostly I have no idea when is your night or day:/ I am sorry"