Daimy;
"You guys have to show that u love us" Kim spoke out
"Deal" Cam and Matt said in sync, i sighed as i looked at my lap, 'shall we begin for the project?' i asked in the dead silent, i heard some soft 'yes' and than i took my laptop again, i started going on google for any good ideas for a project, it's for biology
"Teen pregnancy?" Cam said, i looked up at him and so did Kim and Matt, 'that's a good idea!' I said way to excited
Matt laughed at my actions and i just looked at him in love but he first has to show how much he loves me... Fml
Kim;
I can't deny but i love Cameron so much, he is just so perfect... He needs to show me tho
I looked at Matt and he looked at Daimy but her sleeves where pulled up, i pulled my phone out and texted her
(K= Kim • D= Daimy)
K- sleeves
D- he saw?!?!?!?!?!?
K- idk, i hope not for u
She pulled her sleeves down and looked emotionless to her laptop screen even tho she turned it off a few seconds before
Daimy;
There it came, that's what i was scared of... "Daimy can we talk... Alone?" Matt asked
"Can we talk either?" Cam asked Kim, Kim and i both nodded as Cam and Kim walked out of the the room closing the door
Matt got closer to me and took a deep breath "can i see your wrists?" He asks looking deep in my eyes
'I'm fine, u don't have to check' i mumbled, "if ur fine than show me your wrists" he said serious af
I slowly rolled my sleeves up till my elbows, he took my hands and turned my arms so he could see my wrists
He looked at them and then in my eyes, his eyes are full with.. Hurt? Does he really care?
"D-d-did i make u do that?" He asked soft, i nodded looking at them
'Just don't hurt me anymore' i said soft while crying, "no ofc i won't babygirl" he said laying his hand on my lap and tbh... It felt really safe
I still looked down until i felt two fingers pushing my head slowly up, before i could even think about what was happening i felt two soft lips on my cold lips, i felt fireworks everywhere in my body
We both left the kiss for air and i looked with the biggest sparkle in his eyes
I know he made me do all this, made me have suicidal thoughts
But if i have to believe him... Which is what i kinda do... He did it bc Taylor asked him to
Tears just find a way out my eyes as i looked deep in his eyes
Ughh his eyes, nose, mouth, it's so perfect, and why do i say this about my own bully that just kissed me?😭
So many questions are going around in my head
Does he really love me?
Should i believe him?
I love him?
He cares about me?
What if... He uses me
'Are you really in love with me?' I ask soft, "why do u think i kissed you, the closest i could always be was with like kissing your neck and stuff ughh ily and i want you to me mine and i know u want me and same with Cam and Kim to show but i really do okay?" He said with teary eyes
'Life isn't happy' i said looking down while standing up and walking to my bathroom which was connected to my room
I looked into the mirror at myself while i balled out in tears, i closed my eyes causing my tears to become waterfalls until i felt two strong arms around my waist
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Sorry this sucks, my grandma could even write better😂🤔
-Daimy💕
