*the next morning*
I as usual got up and got straight to my bathroom and looked at my sleepy reflection in the mirror
I saw the hickies and stroked my fingers soft over them remembering last night, i smiled sleepy and turned on the shower and got in
I washed my body and hair and got out after a bit, it is the weekend and still is pretty early around 7 or so but in the winter i like to shower and than get back in bed bc who doesn't like sleeping when it's cold outside the covers and warm under the covers😉
I dried myself and walked out my bathroom and walked into my closet, i putted on a white skinny jeans with a loose white sweater and my cupcake socks😎
I walked back to Matt and got under the blankets again, his body warmth warmed me up which felt really nice
I breathed out soft but deep just thinking about everything, my mind filled up with things that I don't even wanna think about, as soon as i know it my eyes are all watery
I just was laying there for a good 20 minutes until i slowly stood up and step into the darkness, i walked over to my door and opened it walking again into the pure darkness but i see this figure standing at Kim her door just closing it, it's a pretty tall figure at least taller than me
'Cam?' I ask soft with a cracking voice "yeah?" he said soft, i said nothing and just walked right into his arms letting my tears roll down my cheeks
He carefully holds me "u okay?" He asked me talking soft, i slowly shaked my head, i looked up at his face that was getting lighted a bit by the moon and with a small fake smile i looked him right in the eyes
'Please take care and love my sis with all u have' i said soft "ofc i will" he said sounding truthful
'I'm going for a walk' i said soft leaving the hug and going downstairs leaving without hearing an answer
I putted on my shoes and Matt his jacket and stepped into the cold air, i took a deep breath and started walking, I don't have my phone, money or keys so guess i need to make it out alive without it all
I'm feeling so weak but i keep going bc i can't just give up
I eventually came to some park where i landed myself at a bench, the sun slowly started rising
I was just looking straight in front of me as a guy sits down next to me, i look to my left seeing a pretty good looking guy "hi" he nervously said, i smiled soft and spoke quietly 'hi'
"So what is a pretty lady like u doing this early in the park?" He asked, I shrugged my shoulders 'idk, to clear my mind i guess, wby?' I ask him "same i think" he said 'so what's your name?' I asked him after a bit of silence "John" he said "you?" He asked 'Daimy' i smiled weak
"U look just like your brother" he said laughing soft, i looked confused as he spoke again "Nathan is your brother?" I nod as he smiled sweet "as soon as you said ur name it shoot right into me
'Well thank u i guess' i laughed soft "no problem" he laughed
"Do u have a boyfriend?" He asked blushing 'nope, i do have this major crush on this guy, he's at my home tho... I just... Needed to clear things up' i mumble the last few words
"I think i will leave u alone since i get u would like that" he smiled sweet 'i'm sure it's not the last time we talk so' i said opening my arms
He gave me a hug "i'm sure it wasn't the last time and good luck with that boy, cutie" he said leaving the hug walking off making me quite blush
I smiled weak at what all just happened and decided to leave again
I walked an other path but still came safely home
Matt;
'Yeah well idk where she went' i said rubbing my face "bro ur worried af she just wanted to take a walk, she'll be back soon, I promise" Cam said trying to calm me "it's gonna be okay Matt" Kim said smiling nice "now eat some" she said, i shook my head 'i can't until she is back' i said soft 'plus she doesn't have her phone so i can't call her and just ughh' i sighed
"U really love her don't u?" Kim said laughing soft, i nodded looking down
The door bell rang and i looked up with big eyes and ran to the door opening it
"I'm so sorry baby" she said with tears rolling down 'it's okay, i'm happy ur back' i said picking her up, she putted her legs around my waist and snuggles her head in my neck
I closed the door and walked back into the kitchen "ur back" Cameron said, she lifted her head and smiled at him
She than turned to me and pressed her lips soft on mine, i relaxed completely
Cameron;
"Fuck fuck fuck" Kim screamed 'what's wrong baby?' She didn't respond but in the other hand ran to the toilet where i hear her throw up, i go there and get through my knees and helped holding up her hair while rubbing her back
After a few minutes she took a deep breath and stood up 'feel some better babe?' I asked gentle, she nodded and took my hand tight
We walked back to the kitchen where Matt and Daimy look at it in shock "u okay Kim?? U like never puke" Daimy said "i'm fine, really" Kim said smiling
What could have caused the puking? I honestly have no idea
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Sorry that i didn't upload had quite a few problems🌚 so yeah but here u all go❤️
