Indomitable

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It wasn't until a week later I could sit up straight, which according to the doctors was a miracle.

Fools. All of them.

Miracle isn't me being alive; miracle would be the day I'd leave this world for good. Miracle would be when I'd stop suffering.

I should have died in the accident. It's the only thing on my mind for the past few days and maybe I shouldn't give up so easily. After all, what's there left for me in this world?

My gaze falls on the stack of pills next to me. Why didn't I consider this before? I wouldn't have to go through all the trouble of driving off the cliff!

I grab the nearest bottle and unscrew the lid. People say when you're an inch closer to death; you see your loved ones and the most cherished moments with them. But all I see is myself being bullied, humiliated and beaten up. And that is probably why I didn't hesitate accelerating car then, it's probably why I gulp down the entire bottle without any self-perseverance whatsoever.


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